One month later.
"Shot! Shot! Perk! Shot!" Everyone yells around me. I giggle as I swat Jahsehs dreads out of his face. He laughs and watches my face, looking quiet amused. We are fucked. Completely fucked.
"I like your face vro." Jahseh giggles.
"I like yours too." I laugh.
"I wanna go to bed." Jahseh frowns like a little kid. I start laughing hysterically and so does he. "Why're ya laughin." He slurs.
"Lets go to bed baaabe." I grab onto Jahsehs hand and we stumble upstairs to our room. He collapses on the ground as soon as I open the door. I giggle like a maniac then bend down and drag him to the bed.
"Please get into the bed." I stutter, starting to pass out.
"I love you. I want die." Jahseh mutters. I chuckle as he lays himself on the bed. I lay beside him and stare at his face. "It's not funny." He says.
"Why not?" I ask.
"I'm near the end. The edge vro. I'm almost gone." I shake my head and close my eyes. "I'm going to kill myself." I struggle to get my eyelids open but, I can't move. I finally unglued them and look at Jahseh to say something. He's asleep now. I snuggle right up to him and he puts his arms around me like it's his instinct.
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"Wake up."
Someone shoves me but I just can't seem to move. My body is full of tiredness and I have no control over anything. My eyes flutter open and I realize I'm in bed with Jahseh.
"Finally. Come on let's go eat or sum." Jahseh says, sitting up a little. I close my eyes again and stay still.
"No thanks." I mutter.
"Fuck. Come on, it'll help the hangover."
"I'm not hungover Jahseh. I don't want to eat."
I can practically feel Jahseh shake his head.
"I'm not waiting on you forever Kenna. Please come on." He pleads.
"Go without me." I sigh.
"I don't want to." Jahseh whines.
"Jahseh! Please leave me alone." I say a little quietly.
Jahseh nods and leaves the room. I pull the blankets over my shoulders and stare at the wall.
"I love you." I hear Jahseh yell from downstairs. I continue staring into nothing. I hear the door slam shut and
I sigh. I slowly turn onto my back and close my eyes. I eventually feel myself fall asleep. You know when you don't feel like you're sleeping but you actually are? That's how I was feeling. The bedroom door opens and I open my eyes quickly.
"I got French toast and home fries. I know it's you favourite." Jahseh says, putting a bag down on the bed. He walks up to me and grabs my arms, pulling me into a sitting position. He kisses me on the forehead when I'm up and places a pillow on my lap. He gets into bed beside me and gives me a big ass smile. I smile a little and watch him reach over to the bag and pull out two containers. He places one on top of my pillow and opens it up, handing me a knife and fork. I start eating it slowly. I didn't think I was hungry but damn. I smile over at Jahseh and he smiles back, his mouth full of food. I chuckle a little and continue eating.
Once we're both done eating he takes the garbage away and climbs back in bed beside me.
"Are you happy?" Jahseh asks, seriously.
"Sometimes." I answer. Jahseh can read me perfectly. He can see right through me, he always knows what I'm thinking. And I know him too.
"Will you come to the deal tonight?"
