The drive to Skis was almost as horrid as our breakfast. Isaiah drove and I sat beside him in the passenger seat. Jahseh sat in the back. The car was dead silent besides the small talk Isaiah would make every few minutes. I was glad as fuck when we finally reached Skis mansion.
I get out of the car and wait for Jahseh. He appears beside me and we walk to the door together. None of knock, we never do, we just walk right in. All the boys and some girls are sitting around on the couches watching tv and talking. I take seat next to Ski and Jahseh sits down right beside me.
"Ay lovely lady." Ski says, pulling me into a hug. I smile and wrap my arm around his waist.
"Ay lovely guy." I say mocking him. We both laugh and let go of each other. Jahseh, Isaiah and I say hey to everyone else and engage in random conversations.
"You okay?" Pump kinda yells at me from across the room.
"Yes." I repeat emotionless.
Jahseh looks at me and Smiles. I smile back resist the urge to touch him. God he's got me fucked up. Is this actually happening? Are we actually feelin each other. Shits fucked.
"What'd you guys do with that guy?" I ask curiously.
"X beat the shit outta him then we took him and dumped him somewhere." Ski laughs.
I smirk and shake my head. I knew Jahseh would fuck him up.
"Thank you." I lean into Jahsehs ear and whisper. I glance over beside him and catch Isaiah's stare. His face lights up and he throws his hands in the air.
"Y'all would not believe!" He yells out, standing up. "This shit got me fucked guys!" He says hopping around like a freak.
"Shit the fuck up." I mumble, burying my face in my hands.
"What?!" Pump asks, getting all hype.
"These two right here." Isaiah cries, pointing to Jahseh and I. Jahseh just stares at Isaiah and pump with a blank expression. "They fuckin." He says a little more quiet. The whole room explodes with shouting and hand smacking. Ski pats Jahseh on the back and I roll my eyes, hard.
"Fuck off!" I yell.
"Oh we knew it. Ya owe me fifty bucks Pump." Ski laughs. Jahseh gets up and walks away. Everyone grows silent.
"What's up with him?" A nigga named Purpp asks.
I shake my head and get up, following Jahseh. I follow him to the deck and sit down across from you on a chair.
"What's wrong Jahseh?"
"Nothin." He mutters.
"Come on. It's just me. It's about me."
"No girl." Jahseh shakes his head.
"Please.." I plead.
"Was it just a fuck?" He says lowly.
"No."
"I want you."
"You can have me."
"I've wanted you for a long time Mckenna." Jahseh looks up at me and we lock eyes.
"I'm yours now." I state. Jahseh nods.
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"Shot shot shot!" I yell as we walk into the VIP room.
"Don't get too fucked. I can't watch you up there." Jahseh says, holding onto my waist as I lead him and everyone else to the table with booze.
"I won't. I'll get drunk. Not fucked." I smile at Jahseh and he gives me a small smile back.
"Ight we got be on stage in fifteen minutes or so, so let's get a j going." Jahseh says to the group. I ignore everyone and start pouring myself some drinks. I put some orange crush and vodka together. My fucking favourite. Everyone else thinks it tastes like shit but I'm obsessed with orange crush and with vodka so I love it. I down that pretty quick then pour myself a shot tequila. Not the best choice but it's ight. Some chick, named Eliena passes me the j. I take a couple hits and hand it back.
There's a knock on the door and the boys all get up from the couches and shit.
"Come watch. Be safe." Jahseh says, placing his lips on mine. This whole things gonna take a while to get used to. I did have feelings for Jahseh before but it's just not normal, is being together. But then again we aren't normal. Jahsehs wearing a pair of purple baggy shorts and a plain white t-shirt. He also has on a heavy choker which I find hot as fuck.
"I will. Have fun guys." I says as they all walk out the door. I down one more shot of tequila and look towards the girls. "Lets go party." I say with an evil smile. I wrap my my arm around London and we head out the door, into the giant ass crowd. I am drunk already. After a few minutes the beginning of Look At Me starts blaring through the speakers. Jahseh appears on stage and everyone goes wild.
"I'm like bitch who is your mans, aye.
Can't keep my dick in my pants, aye.
My bitch don't love me no more, aye.
She kick me out I'm like vro."
Everyone jumps and screams, including London and I. I rap the whole song and feel pretty accomplished after.
The next song, Gospel, gets everyone dancin. I'm surrounded by twerking girls and horny guys grinding on everything they can. London and I dance together and rap the song. We pretty much know all the boys songs. Well at least I do. The last song is my song. I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore. I watch Jahseh carefully as he moves around stage singing. The songs were all hype before. The boys were running around, screaming, jumping into the crowd, but this song is slow. A good way to end it.
"Aye girl." I hear a voice behind me say. I turn around to some nigga I've never seen before. He looks me up and down then looks towards London, who's still turned around. "What're you looking for?" He says with a smile.
I roll my eyes and turn around.
"Bitch I was talking to you!" The guy yells at me. London turns around with me this time. So do a whole bunch of other people.
"We don't nothing from you, asshole!" I yell back.
"Fucking dirty bitch! Call me an asshole one more time and I'll knock you out!" I feel hands, gently shove me aside. Jahseh. Fuck. I just noticed the music had stopped.
"What the fuck did you just say?!" Jahseh shouts, walking up to the guy. "What the fuck did you say?!" Jahseh gets up into the guys face and the guys looks at me.
"Like you have a problem with it. You fucking hit girls, pussy ass." The guys, says loudly.
"You fucking touch my girl and I'll kill you." Jahseh spits. His fist collides hard into the guys jaw and everyone gasps.
"Jahseh!" I yell. The guy stumbles backwards then swings his fists, missing Jahseh. Jahseh throws another punch and I cover my face.
"Aye aye!" I hear Ski yell. Ski, Pump, Purpp and Isaiah all grab onto Jahseh and hold him back. "Get the fuck out!" Ski yells at the nigga. He does as he's told and walks away. The boys let Jahseh go and I rush towards him. I can feel the heat coming off his body. I don't feel drunk anymore.
"Jahseh what the fuck!" I shout, cupping his face and forcing him to look at me.
"That fuck nigga was gonna hit you!" He yells, looking the way the guy left.
"Ay settle down. It's okay." I say, dropping my hands back down.
"That ain't fucking okay." He says.
"Can we go home?" I ask, grabbing Jahsehs arm. "Please."
"Okay." Jahseh answers, staring into my eyes. I nod and pull him through the crowd. I can't help but worry Jahseh will end up in jail again if he keeps doing this shit. I can't fucking lose him again.
Shit chapter but ohhhh well
