Before I start I just wanna say this book will be done around 25 chapters maybe less. I'm going to make a second one, which will be way better (at least in my mind it will be) the second book is based off of X's album 17 so it shall be interesting. Also I appreciate everyone who's been patiently waiting while I've gone mia. I've gone through some tough shit but I've also grown and so has my mind so I feel like this book isn't matching my mind anymore. I love you all and thank you so much!!!
The sun blinds me and there's a pounding in my head as my eyes flutter open. Is this my first hangover? I groan and through the blanket off me, looking around for my phone.
Jahseh: Come home.
Jahseh: Where the fuck are you?
There's a thousand more texts but I'm too lazy too read them all. I start my car and head back home. I hope to god everyone is gone. There's no cars in the driveway when I pull in so I'm guessing the house is empty. I unlock the door and walk in cautiously. No ones here.
"Hello?" I yell just to be sure.
No answer. I run upstairs to mine and Jahsehs room and plop down on the bed.
"Fuck." I sigh, as I rub my head. I get up and walk over to my closet, grabbing a pair of jogging pants and one of Jahsehs shirts.
"That shirts dirty."
"Holy FUCK!" I scream, jumping and throwing the clothes to the ground. "Fuck Jahseh." I gasp as I put my hand on my heart.
"Sorry." He mumbles. He stands in the doorway, staring at me with his lovely dark eyes.
"Jah I'm sorry." I start. I move closer and he shakes his head.
"No I get it. I'd be worried too. I'd be upset too. I understand." He pulls me into a hug and I rest my head on his chest so I can hear his heart beat.
"I love you." I whisper.
"I love you too."
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"Ay kenn." Jahseh says from his desk.
"Hm?" I look up at him for a second, then back to my phone.
"Are you on birth control?"
"No." I chuckle. Jahseh gives me a stunned look so I put my phone down and face him.
"I think you should get the fuck on it then." He says sternly.
"Jahseh if I have to gotten pregnant by now I think we're good. Just use condoms from now on."
"Okay my nigga."
I smirk and go back to my phone.
"Hey kenn." Isiah appears in the doorway, looking at me.
"Hey." I smile.
"Can you come with me for a sec please?" Isiah asks.
"Sure thing." I jump up from the bed and follow Isiah to his room.
"I don't know if X told you but we're gonna be going on tour in a few days so could you maybe set something up for our next show? Get everyone together?"
"Nah he didn't tell me but of course I can." Why the fuck did Jahseh not tell me he'd be leaving in a few days.
"Thank you so much. Just don't tell Jahseh. And text me all the info okay?" Isiah smiles at me.
"Of course. I'm gonna miss you." I whine, pulling him into a hug. "Keep me updated on Jahseh please."
"I'll miss you too Kenny. And yeah I will."
