"Shit that was good." Jahseh says as he lays his naked body on me. I giggle and kiss his forehead. He smiles big at me and wraps his arms around me tightly. "I'm in love with you."
"I'm in love with you too." I smile. Jahseh pulls himself out of me and gets up, disappearing into the bathroom. He throws a hand towel at me and I clean myself up.
"What do you wanna do today?" He asks.
"Let's watch anime, order pizza and lay in bed naked all day."
"You don't even like anime." Jahseh laughs.
"But I like you." I smile.
"Alright alright. Put some on and I'll order the pizza."
"Yayyy."
After Jahseh gets our pizza we settle into bed and watch his lovely anime. It's perfect. If I could do this everyday I would.
"I'm gonna go see my mom before I leave." Jahseh breaks the silence and looks down at me.
"I believe that's a good idea." I reply.
"And I want you to come to the first show."
I nod my head slowly. "I'll come say bye."
"Aight." Jahseh looks back to the tv as silence falls over us again.
I want to talk about him leaving, about how I feel and what I think but I'd rather not start an argument today.
"What's wrong?" Jahseh asks, as he watches me think.
"Nothing jah." I smile up at him.
"I can read you like a fucking book. What's wrong kenna."
"Nothing's wrong." I sigh.
"Alright. I should pack my shit later." Jahseh mumbles.
"Yeah you should." I nod.
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"That's it?" I ask as Jahseh zips up his last bag.
"That's all." He answers. "I'm gonna spend the night at my moms tonight. You're coming to the show tomorrow, right?"
"Of course." I nod.
I don't want Jahseh to leave. I've been bottling up all my worries and feelings and I know sooner or later I'll blow.
"Okay well I'll see you tomorrow then. Call me if you need anything."
"I will." Jahseh gives me a kiss and smiles.
"I love you Kenna."
"I love you too Jahseh."
He starts picking up his bags and I grab a couple for him. I follow him to the car and watch him put them all in the back seat.
"Bye!" He shouts out the window as he pulls out of the driveway. I give him a small smile and wave as he drives away.
"Hey." London appears beside me and watches me watch Jahseh.
"Hey." I sigh.
"You know honestly you should trust him. Trust him 75% though cause all those girls gon be tempting."
"Jesus Christ." I chuckle. "We'll see."
"Stop being a pussy Kenn. Tell him how you feel about the whole deal. Oh shit that rhymed. I could totally be a rapper." She gushes. I roll my eyes, smile and head back inside.
"You know what, lets do something tonight. I'm tired of being here doin nothing." I say to London as she follows me.
"Well we could call a couple of the boys or sum." She suggests.
I plop down on the couch and sigh. "Ugh I don't know. How bout we go to McDonald's and see where we end up?"
"I could use some plastic food."
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"So are you only living with X cause you don't have money? Don't be offended by that." London asks. We decided to go to the beach with pump and smoke purpp after we ate but pump and purpp left for a sec to go smoke a j in secrecy.
"No." I giggle. "I have a lot of money saved up from my mom, SoundCloud shit I used to do. Jahseh and I have been best friends since we were little so I guess I've always just ran to him when shit gets bad."
"That explains a lot." London laughs.
"Ay." Pump smiles as he plops down on my towel. Purpp does the same but in the sand instead.
"Ay boys."
"Y'all wanna go smoke up in the car?" Pump asks.
"Isn't that what you just did?" I laugh.
"Yeah." Purpp chuckles.
"Hey I'll stay sober and drive?" London offers.
"Sounds good to me."
"Ay mckenna someone sent you a snap." Pump grabs my phone and does whatever while I start gathering our stuff. "Ah it was XXXtentacion."
"What'd he say?"
"Uh he said "what're you doing today?" And I sent him a pic and said "she's doing me.""
"Holy shit Pump." I laugh.
"Oh he answered. He said "bet pussy nigga."" Pump smirks. "Oh shit he's calling one sec... hello?... wassup?.. bro chill she busy.... yeah yeah.. okay man here." Pump hands me the phone and whispers something to purpp, causing them both to laugh.
"Hey Jahseh."
"What the fuck you doin?"
"Nigga I'm chillin with London, purpp and pump." I roll my eyes.
"You better not be doin nothin." Jahseh mumbles.
"Why the fuck would I?"
"I don't know. I'm sorry. Can I call you later?"
"Of course babe." I smile into the phone.
"Okay. I love you. Goodbye." Jahseh says.
"I love you too."
Y'all are gonna hate the ending
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