- Lex's pov
I woke up to the ray of sun hitting me in the eyes. I lift my head up noticing I cried myself to sleep yet again. Looking around my surroundings the same objects were scattered like they always are every night. It wasn't anything new. The same old shit but a different day. Polaroids, papers, concert tickets, every living memory was placed on the carpet of my room. My hair was a mess and my cheeks were stained but most importantly I was still in my favorite piece of clothing. A hoodie. His hoodie. The same black hoodie I've been wearing every night. The typical vans logo on it with strings attached. It was long enough to make it look like a dress and big enough to keep me warm like he was almost hugging me. His scent that seemed to stay there making it impossible to forget him. I stood up slowly and walked to my bathroom. I screamed inside looking at my appearance.
"I'm a mess." I whispered to myself.
I did my morning routine. Which was taking a shower, brush my teeth and look decent for the day. Trying to make it not noticeable that I've cried the hours before. When I got done I placed the hoodie back in my closet, grabbed my stuff and slipped on my shoes heading downstairs. I look at the kitchen seeing Laur eating breakfast.
"Look who's up." She smiled.
"Yeah, I'm going out today." I tell her getting my keys off the hook that held them.
"You cried yourself to sleep again." She sighed.
"I know." I replied.
"You okay?" She asked.
"No, it hurts."
"Don't be out too late." She said changing the subject.
"I won't." I said walking out the door.
It's been months since everything went down and what he did is what caused us to breakup but how come I'm the one in pain? How come I'm the one crying every single night if it wasn't my fault? How come I'm wishing for him to come back?
- Flashback
✧ lex's povWe were at the Taking You Tour and the boys had four more shows left. We were currently in San Antonio the day after Valentines Day. Jack has been acting weird lately but I didn't think much of it. Probably just stress. We had an hour till the show started and I couldn't find Jack anywhere. I saw the four other boys and went up to them.
"Hey guys have you seen Jack?" I questioned.
"No we thought he was with you." Jonah answered.
"No last time I saw him is when we entered the venue." I replied.
"Come on then let's look for him we only have an hour." Daniel stated.
"Let's split up, Zach, Lex, Jonah you guys are a team and I'll go with Daniel." Corbyn suggested and we nodded.
- Corbyn's pov
Where can Jack be? We only have 30 minutes till the show starts. Daniel and I went to our dressing room and we heard voices. It sounded like... Jack? Wait but there was another voice, a female? No no no Jack please no. Daniel looked at me worriedly and slowly opened the door. I gave him the okay and Daniel fully opened it. Shocked we both just stared at what was infront of us. I had a bad feeling in me already before we even opened the door. Oh my gosh I hope Lex doesn't come.
"Jack..." Daniel started.
"Bro, what is... why are you kissing her?" I asked.
"Daniel... Corbyn..." He tried to explain.
"Don't even." Daniel stopped him.
"Oh great you found Ja-" Zach stopped standing next to us.
"Zach bro did you fin-" Then came Jonah.
And if Jonah and Zach are here then...
"Hey you found Corbean and Danny! So did you guys fin-" Lex was about to finish till she saw what we were looking at.
"Lex..." Jack started.
"Awe you guys brought a fan? Is it like one of those surprise meet an greet?" Lex said fiddling with her VIP badge.
"Lex..." We said in unison.
"Did she win like some twitter or instagram contest to meet you guys? Look she's a huge Jack Avery fan can't blame ya. He's pretty attractive which is one of the reasons why I'm dating him. How did she win anyways what was the contest even?" Lex explained.
Lex knew very well there was no fan contest she was trying to convince herself that what was in front of her eyes wasn't actually well reality. We could see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice that she was about to have a breakdown. Jonah asked the girl politely to leave which to my surprise did without fighting. When she left Jack stood up and walked straight towards Lex.
"No.. no don't touch me." Lex said moving a step back.
"Lex..." Jack repeated.
"No. How long has this been going on? How long did you keep this from me?" She asked.
Silence.
"Jack Avery! How long has this been happening?" She repeated.
"Since the start of tour." Jack whispered.
"Are you kidding me. How did you even meet her?"
"I met her on twitter, when she got tickets to see us she messaged me saying she wanted to meet me." Jack explained.
"Bro what the heck." Zach joined in.
"For about two weeks you've known this girl and you're going to replace her with a girl you've known your entire life?" Jonah stated.
"Lex this was a mistake." Jack said.
And in my mind... No shit Jack.
"You're right Jack this is a mistake. Not you cheating, us. We're a mistake." Lex replied.
"Danggg." Zach and I whispered.
"Have fun for the rest of tour, this is the last time we'll be seeing each other." Lex said walking away.
I knew what she was doing she was leaving before she blew up. She never likes to take things too far.
"Lex.. I love you."
"I love you my ass. 17 years Jack. 17 years Ive been with you through it all. The ups the downs, your good days and your bad days all of it Jack. I've always been there. That first time you fell off your skateboard, or the first time you picked up a guitar or the time you realized that all you wanted to do in life was music or better yet the time you formed this band the biggest thing that's happened to you. And now you've ruined it by one stupid mistake. And it's sad cos this is where we end...."
She looked at Jack one last time before turning around heading out the door but not until she looked at us.
"Bye boys." She whispered.
"Bye Lex."
And that's the last time we saw her..
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Perfect // Jack Avery
Fanfictiongonna give my love away cos you don't deserve it and I feel some type of way cos you left me broken...