Perfect // Jack Avery

✧ perfect - 25

- lex's pov

You know what's the worst feeling in the world? Your best friend wishing he didn't meet you, that every single thing you've done together meant nothing. That's the worst feeling in the world, the second one is being cheated on with your best friend. That's basically my life, I lost a boyfriend and a friend to one person. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him one bit, I'd be lying if I said I didn't want anything to do with him.

So here I was on the tourbus being antisocial and not talking to anyone. I stayed in my bunk just basically crying I mean what did you expect a party? Yeah totally. I didn't know where Jack was and I honestly didn't care at this point, okay I keep lying to myself I do care. I looked down at my phone to see a call from Angie, I sighed as I accepted it.

"I heard you haven't gotten out of bed yet." She says.

"Who told you?" I asked.

"Clara, she's worried so is everyone else. I know what happened I heard what he said."

"Can we not discuss it, I honestly don't wanna be here anymore." I whispered.

"I know I know, anyways we're going out wanna come with us?" She said trying to lighten the mood.

"No, I honestly just want some alone time." I tell her.

"I get it, well if you need anything just call one of us." She tells me.

"Wait, is everyone going out?" I questioned.

"Yeah the bus will be parked in a parking lot, take care of yourself." Angie sighed.

"Okay I will, thanks Ang." I smiled as I hung up.

That's great, while everyone goes out and has fun I'll be on the bus. By myself, what the heck am I gonna do? Skateboard around the parking lot? Actually that's not a bad idea..

"LEX WE'RE GOING OUT LOVE YOU!" Jonah yelled.

"HAVE FUN!" I screamed back.

I was about to lay back down till Clara pulled the curtains she gave me a small smile sighing in the process.

"You sure you're not coming?" I nodded.

"Don't worry about me I've got some thinking to do, go and enjoy yourself." I tell her.

"Alright, I'll bring you back food at least." Clara laughed.

"You know me so well." I said hugging her.

She closed back the curtains and I laid back down. When I heard the door closed I got out and sat by the window seeing everyone disappear to who knows where. Now Lex what can you do for the next couple of hours? I decided to at least look presentable taking a shower and changed my clothes. Yeah nothing special fam I was wearing grey sweats and a black shirt. Can you tell I'm not in the mood?

I was eating some left over food we had minding my own business till I heard noises. It wasn't the tv nor was it something playing from my phone.

"Jonah? Zach? Corbyn? Daniel?"

What? I thought Jack went with! Wait that makes so much sense as to why none of them forced me to come with, usually they would whine until I agreed to come. I panicked putting my dish in the sink and hiding behind one of the couches.

"So everyone left, fine by me I guess." Jack says.

I peeked over to see him take a seat on one of the couches opposite from where I was hiding. He turned on the tv and unlocked his phone.

"Shit.. now how am I gonna get out of here?" I tell myself.

I started to crawl to lower the chances of me being caught. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, taking it out seeing he just tweeted.