My phone read 1:00pm meaning we have been here for about 4 hours. Corbyn and Daniel finished their scenes that they needed to shoot. Right now Logan was capturing the girls who were extras. They had to pretend they were interested in the art piece right in front of them as they had headphones that was suppose to play some type of audio to go with it.
I watched as I stared at Lex as Logan passed by her getting some shots. She stood there perfectly and I admired her.
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I stood there in my own thoughts until Logan interrupted me.
"Okay Jack, we're gonna get a few of you in it just go in front of that blank frame on the wall and walk, I'm gonna have your actions repeat in the video." Logan instructed.
"Now Lex, just walk around the museum and stop in front of Jack smile and walk away. Eventually when Jack sings that's where I'll have the camera pointing at." Logan explained.
Lex nodded and walked around the museum she then stopped in front of me and smiled. I look over to her as she walked away from me.
"Jack bro lip sync." Logan said getting my attention.
I lip sync to my voice playing in the background and walked back and forth. When I was finished I went over to the food table since my parts were already done. All we needed was Jonah and Logan wanted his at the beach.
"Okay guys so here we have a Jack Avery eating a sandwich." Logan vlogged.
"Bro there's donuts." I tell him.
"Yeah I know, oh my gosh Lex that is rude!" Logan exclaimed as she went in front of the camera and ate it.
"Sorry." She apologized with her mouth full.
"And guys it's the Lex Anderson! I missed you." Logan said hugging her.
"Missed you too! What up Logang, go follow me at Lex Anderson." Lex says.
"Uhm.." Logan hesitated.
"Link is in the description! Always plug fam." She smiled.
"What?" Logan asked.
"Link in the description because I know you're gonna edit this out and put your @" Lex stated.
"You're just like Zach, y'all watch my vlogs. Okay yeah yeah link is in the description go follow her whatever." Logan laughed.
"Be a maverick though!" Lex said doing the symbol with her hand.
"God bless Amurica, Jack if you get your outfit dirty I'm gonna go crazy!" Logan tells me.
"I won't." I told him.
"Okay in most of my vlogs we're always chasing down the sunset and that's what we are doing cause we gotta get Jonah's shots so let's do this Logang!"
- sunset
Logan just finished doing Jonah's shots for the music video and we just finished taking pictures, one with all of us and one with just us boys and Logan. We were now just hanging out at the beach.
I was sitting on a rock watching everyone have fun. Logan was doing whatever Logan does. He just finished shooting everyone to the ground. Right now he was helping Kayla chase Corbyn.
"BEAN COME BACK HERE I'M GONNA KILL YOU FOR PUTTING SAND IN MY HAIR!" Kayla yelled.
"CORBYN BESSON YOU CAN NOT ESCAPE BRO!Logan yelled.
I chuckled as I turned my head to see Zach, Leena, Daniel, and Clara playing duck duck goose... what even.
"Duck, duck, duck, goose!" Leena yelled.
"YOU'RE SO SLOW!" Zach yelled but Leena already took his spot.
They went on for a couple more minutes then just chased each other in the sand.
"Danny piggy back ride." Clara said.
"Hop on." Daniel smiled as he ran towards the water and back up the sand.
"You're light." Daniel laughed.
"Or you're just strong." Clara replied.
"JONAH NO PLEASE DON'T!" Tanya screamed.
"I WILL!" Jonah smirked.
"Where did you even get the cup?" Tanya asked.
"Logan gave it to me." He smiled.
"Logan!" Tanya whined.
"Sorry!" He said and turned around.
Jonah threw the cup that was filled with sand and it completely missed Tanya. She laughed and ran away but Jonah caught up to her eventually. They both fell to the ground and just had a laughing fit for a good minute. All the couples sat on the sand watching the sunset.
Lex was sitting on a rock far from me just taking in her surroundings. She smiled at our friends as they enjoyed all that was happening. I then saw her frown and look down at her hands. She wiped under her eyes and went up to Logan. He turned to her and nodded as she walked off to where our cars were parked. I slowly looked at everyone and decided to follow her.
I heard her crying and I decided to hide behind the tree. The only thing that could block me from her view as of right now.
"Laur..." A friend that used to go to high school with us.
"No I can't do it anymore." She cried.
What? She can't do what?
"It's all too much, he's always around. I'm here at the beach and we just finished shooting the music video for something different with Logan and seeing all the boys with their girlfriends reminds me of what Jack and I use to have. I can't do it, I don't think I can go on tour with them it'll just make it worse. I can't even stand being in the same house as him let alone be around him, I tried my hardest to see if I could just pretend like it didn't happen but it's just no use it's still there. I wanna move on but I can't I really just can't.. I wanna just run up to him and hug him and give him a kiss and say that I accept his apology and that I've missed him so much and that I want things back to how they were but I just can't..."
And right there I guess you could say I broke. Hearing those words come out of her mouth made me feel empty, I blinked away the tears but I could still hear her crying. What was I even thinking during that time? In what mindset did I think it was okay to cheat on the girl that had been with me through it all, the girl I loved so much? Can you really say you love them even if you've put them in so much pain? And In that moment I felt like the worst human on the earth right now and all I wanted was to either go back in time and change things or just be anywhere else but here...
Please tell me this is just a bad dream and I'm going to wake up soon with her in my arms and everything is okay between us...
