Loving Him *complete*

Chapter 19

A/N how you guys liked the last chapter, pretty steamy, pretty steamy.. . .

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Ok, so brace yourselves for this chapter!

Songs for this chapter :

° They Don't Know About Us- One Direction

° Fragile- Tech N9ne

~Cat's p.o.v

He held my hand as we walked towards the entrance of the carnival to pay the way in and I couldn't help but remember what had just happened 5 seconds ago! His plump lips touching my red soft ones, his hands roaming every part of my body, his body on top of mine. Ugh! It was so sexy!

Ok, maybe it being in back of a car isn't so sexy and how I had imagined our, but he was still there and to me that's all that matters. he's just the most perfect person in the world and I can't believe he kissed me!

" -excuse me? Hello?" I heard Zayn calling out, but it wasn't directed to me. I looked up and saw he was trying to get the lady in the booths attention. She was busy talking to someone on the phone, not even acknowledging Zayn who was trying to get her attention.

" Um, miss? Can you please give us some tickets to go inside?" he asked sweetly. Wow, he really doesn't know how to get people's attention. He's so cute and adorable.

So I stepped up and he looked at me as if asking what I was doing. And I soon showed him when I named my first against the plastic barricade making her jump." Hey you, lady! Yeah, you! We're talking to you and your not listening! Would you like us to tell your boss that your on the phone during business hours?!"

She immediately got off the phone, oh like that was such a hassle, and opened the little slot. But right when she was about to give us the tickets on trade for the money, she gasped in shock.

" Your Zayn Malik from that boy band, One Direction!" And it was all over. But when she has mentioned that, Zayn immediately dropped my hand.

My heart literally broke in two right then and there. Why did he drop my hand? Was it sweaty? Was he just tired of holding my hand?

" So where's your fiance? Perrie was it?" Oh, that's why.

He knew she would knew about how he's with Perrie and he doesn't want anyone finding out that were a couple- Wait. Are we a couple? No. I don't think we are.

But that's just it, were not a couple and he's engaged. Engaged! Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit! What have I done?! I just made Zayn cheat on Perrie with me! Ahhhh I can't believe I did this. I didn't plan on kissing Zayn it just happened.

Oh shit, what am I gonna do now?! I can't believe Zayn actually let it happen too.

" Cat? Is something wrong?" his voice broke through. I shook my head no, I didn't want him to get worried.

" Anyways, Zayn. I can't believe j your really here! My daughter had never asked talking about you-"

" I'm sorry to ruin your little rant, but can we just get our tickets and get inside?" I cut in firmly already tired of the lady.

" Was I talking to you?! I don't think so. So Zayn, I know you've been touring and such, but why are you-"

" Hey lady! I know you're not talking to me, but I don't care! You're ruining my day more than it already is and I won't stand for it! Now just give us the damn fucking entrance tickets and we'll be on our way!" I exasperated my mood at the point to complete and utter shit.