Loving Him *complete*

Chapter 21

A/N hey guys. I did it! I did the double update and I hope you've liked them. I hope it fills you up for the next week, I promise to try and update more often since its beginning to be the end of the year which means more free time!

I love you guys so much especially for getting me to over 1,300 reads!

So here's the chapter!

Songs for this chapter:

° Had me @ Hello- Luke Benward

° Happily - One Direction

~ Niall's P.o.v

Why did she always have those headphones ? Was it because she wanted to drown out everyone's voices and replace them with the sounds of music? Was it a way that she went through life, by listening to music?

Whatever it was I hated it. I hated it because she never paid attention to her surroundings. She never paid attention to the things that I do for her, and I do quite a bit of things if I say so myself.

One time I slapped Liam's hand from grabbing the last chicken drumstick because I knew Nina loved those and she eats at least 6. She was barely on her 5th and she needed one more in order to be full. Trust me, I know.

Another time I ran into the glass back door of Sam's house because I was too busy making sure Nina got her spot under the shaded tree in the back. That was the place she would always go to so she could listen to her music and just enjoy the day, so if I didn't run out there before everyone she wouldn't have had a spot.

I'm so dumb though. I'm dumb because I actually think that I have a chance with her even though she probably doesn't even know who I am. To her I'm probably just a blonde, blue eyed person who just sits on the couch when the boys and I come over. But she doesn't know that this blonde, blue eyed boy is starting to fall for her and whenever he sits on that couch that happens to be right In front of her, he's always daydreaming that one day she'll look up and meet his gaze and smile. Even if it means that'll be the one and only smile he'll ever get.

I've daydreamed so many times that I actually thought they had happened. I dreamed so many times of us being together. I've dreamed once that we had gone to the movies. . . .

Okay, here we are me and Nina at the cinema. She looks so beautiful tonight, well she looks beautiful all the time. I can't believe she accepted to go on this date with me. I wonder if she pitied me or she really wanted to. . .

Then Nina would think:

I'm trying to watch the movie, but It's not really working because I can feel Niall's eyes on me. I was really happy when he finally asked me out. I've liked him for quite a while now, so I was really nervous. I put my arm on the elbow rest and I see Niall looking at my hand. 'Oh, what if he's going to hold my hand and its all sweaty? No that can't happen. . . . but I can't remove my arm, that would be so weird. Okay, maybe I wasn't comfortable with my arm there and that's why I move it. . but no. That would still be weird.' My thoughts got interrupted when I felt Niall's fingers intertwining with mine. 'Oh gosh. . . '

Then I would think:

'Ok, she just put her arm on the elbow rest, that's a sign she wants me to hold her hand.' I lightly touched her hand with my fingers because if she were to remove her arm from the arm rest it means she doesn't want me to hold it. She didn't pull away. I took her hands in mine and intertwined our fingers, her hand was a bit warm, but I didn't mind. Just the feeling of her hand was great. I looked up at her face to see that she was already watching me with a shy smile. I smiled back at her because this was the best time I've had in a while, and it would be better if I got to kiss her later tonight. . . . .