Loving Him *complete*

Chapter 25

A/N Hey guys, this will be a short update, just a filler! Any who, sorry for mistakes, misspellings and other words that don't make sense.

Songs for this chapter! :

° Mirror - Lil Wayne feat. Bruno mars

°Only human - Christina Perri

~ Sam's p.o.v

" C'mon Sam, It'll be fine! "

" Yeah! All you have to do is just stay close to us and no one will bother you." Nina and Cat urged me through the gates of my now new school.

" I don't know guys. You guys are so you and im me! I feel like a Freshman all over again even though I'm a senior. I'm scared I won't be able to fit in. What if I embarrass myself in front of the whole school?!" I rant.

They rolled their eyes and grabbed my arms dragging me into the school campus. I clutched my book that Harry got me for Christmas and I felt a bit relaxed at the feel of it in my embrace, reminding me of Him.

After we had went out for Louis' birthday dinner we went back to my house and stayed up until 12 to open our presents. It was exciting for all of us to be socializing for his before opening our presents in our pajamas.

We had all gathered around the tree, Liam's father being the one to call out the names of the lucky people receiving gifts. The smell of cinnamon, pine, and burning fire filling the house. Nina and Cat were sitting beside me, cuddling into my sides while we were under blankets and drinking hot cocoa.

" This ones for Nina! Here you go." Geoff handed Nina her wrapped gift and she quickly ripped it open, freezing at the sight.

Her hand flew to her mouth and tears began to swell in her eyes. " W what? I-how-"

" I told Niall about your obsession. He was more than glad to buy it for you if he knew it would make you smile." I said smiling over at her.

Her eyes locked with mine, soon her arms were wrapped around my neck and she was crying into my neck. I knew how much she loved Michael Jackson and how that guy named Lennie from the music shop gave her the same exact album.

" This one's for Sam. Here ya go darling." Geoff said passing it to me. I inspected it and saw who it was from. It said ' Hey Sam, here's a book I found. It was the book you wanted when we went to the mall to buy you clothes. Hope you like it or whatever. . .  - Harry '

I smiled at his lack of emotion, my heart also pounding in my chest. Unwrapping it quickly my face came into a grin. The hardcover was smooth under my grazing fingers, the picture of a box filled with letters being on the front along with the title. '  Always something there to remind me  by Beth Harbison '

I wasn't able to thank Harry because he flew back home to celebrate Christmas with his family along with Dawn. And Nina wasn't able to thank Niall either because he had flown back home too. The only people here was Liam, his parents, my mom, and us three girls.

" Sam! We have to get to class or were going to be late!" Nina said dragging us to our homeroom class.

We took our seats at the back, the class filled with teens flaunting about what they did over winter break. Nina sat next to me, Cat having a different homeroom than us, and she pulled on her headphones.

Now that Nina was in her own little world of music from Michael Jackson, I was pretty much solo now. To pass the time I threw open my sketch book and tried to remember how his face looked so that I could draw him.

As I started drawing his head, his neck, and his face I began to go into my own little world. A world where only lines and shading was what I can see other than kids. With each movement, each stroke of my pencil it erased any sign of stress and worry that I once had. My head flooded only with the images of Him and not any other thing. How his eyes sparkled, how he would clutch his stomach when he laughed so hard-

" Is that Harry styles?"

I looked up to see a girl in a cheer leading uniform staring at my drawing. Her green eyes met mine and for a moment they reminded me of his eyes.

" Hellloooo?" she dragged the 'o' signaling she was waiting for my answer.

" Uh, y-yes." I stuttered. Hey eyes lit up.

" OMG! Lynn, look at this chicks drawing of my bae!"  she squealed over a girl that was flirting with a guy across the class. She walked over to me and immediately started to compliment my drawing. (pic on the side)

" That's totes good!" The red head said. Taking a look at both of these girls I remember them from somewhere, I just don't remember where.

" I know right-"

" Oh so your calling my boyfriend your 'bae' now?" said a voice behind me.

Oh no. Please don't tell me it's her." I turned around and saw Dawn sporting a, you guessed it, cheer leading uniform.

She looked over at me and smirked. Hey arm was on her hip while she cocked an eyebrow. Her tan, thin legs strutted over to us and her eyes glanced at my drawing.

" So your drawing my boyfriend I see." She says grabbing my sketch pad.

" N-no I, I mean y-Yeah, but i-"

" Enough." She shushed me by pointing a finger to her lips. Her eyes scanned over the drawing.

" I will be taking this-"

" No!" I demanded.

She had a look of surprise," Excuse me?"

I knew i had to tell her what was on my mind, but how? How would it end? She would still have everything and I would still have nothing.

" I mean, no y-you don't-t have to take I-it. I'm g-giving it you." I corrected. A smile played at her lips, the sound of the paper being ripped out. I felt my heart drop once again.

The bell rang dismissing us to our first period class. "C'mon girls. Let's go to class." Dawn eyed me stuffing the drawing in her binder.

" What the hell-"

" I don't want to talk about it." I said ditching Nina and going straight to my next class.

This was barely the first day and I was so desperate for it to be the last.

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