Loving Him *complete*

Chapter 47

Dedicated to Nina

Songs for this chapter:
·Bring me back to life- Everescence
· No Control-One Direction

" I'm half a heart without you. . " - One Direction

" Everyday I look at you, loving to see just what you'll do, every time you call my name, I never know if this is real or fake, but I know that I'll be loving you cause no one knows me like you do. . . . ."
-S.H.

~ Harrys p.o.v

" Please give her some rest. You should also get some sleep sir, you look tired." The nurse lightly spoke. My body lay on the small bed next to Sam, her head on my chest arms wrapped around me like a snake.

" She's sleeping perfectly fine. It's no problem." I answered folding a blanket over her thin body. Looking down at her she looked at peace. Face calm, lips lifted up into a faint smile. I could watch her forever.

" Alright sir. But if she wakes make sure she is comfortable. I know she will be after giving birth." She smiled and closed the door on her way out.

My eyes softened at the sight of Sam laying with me.

After the doctor have us Dezirae, we had some time to spend with her before she needed to be taken to a room.

The doctor told us about Dezi's early birth. She was only in Sam for 6 months until now and they said it was miracle that she had made it. Usually babies don't quite gotten healthily in a small amount of months, yet Dezi proved him wrong.

He said she was healthy for how much she's been in the womb and that everything was going to be fine. Sam and I sighed in relief.

We decided to call her Dezi for short. When we were able to be with Dezi in that small amount of time we shared, we witnessed her open her eyes to see they were a bright green. Her eyes wide like her mother's.

Watching Sam smile as wide as she had, gave me a sense of warmth I never felt. The brightness of her eyes and the way her face lit up when she talked to Dezi, I felt like the happiest man alive.

Everything about Dezi was perfect. Her light brown hair, green bright eyes and chubby face. I couldn't wait to see her grow into a beautiful woman.

Now, as I lay with Sam in the small hospital room, I finally was able to breath. The heavy weight off my shoulders. Everything was coming together how I had pictured it. I was with Sam, and we were going to raise a baby.

All the pieces were coming together and we were happy. Sam and Dezi we're going to be with me for a long time and I liked the sound of that.

But I didn't know how to tell her that I was to go on tour in a couple weeks.

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" No! Stop, please! Don't hurt me anymore!" Was what woke me up in the middle the night.

I felt thrashing throughout the blankets. Startled, I opened my eyes to see Sam.

" Help! Someone please help! Harry where are you?!" She screamed. Finally realizing she was having a nightmare I hugged her, but she pushed me away.

" Stop touching me! Harry, please help me!"

" Sam, babe. It's me Harry. Your fine, please wake up." I begged hugging her. She was crying now, I was sitting up holding her in my embrace.