unlike anyone in the world - yoongi [completed]

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jimin shook his head in disbelief as you explained the situation to him. "that was just- how do i say it? stu-" jimin began but you stopped him. "it's fine, she heard what she needed to and maybe it was stupid but...no regrets." you smirked as you leaned into the couch proud of yourself and what you achieved not too long ago.

jimin was purely amazed at how foolish you were being. "whatever." 

you giggled at his response and stood up. "maybe i should go see yoongi tomorrow. i kind of miss him." you thought aloud. jimin looked up at you. "i thought we were getting revenge?" he said. you nodded. "yes, we still are. we can still do it. it's just i miss the smell of his skin and his soft hair and the way his eyes glisten when i talk about how happy i am..." you smiled to yourself as you thought about your lovely boyfriend.

"i think you're bipolar or something." jimin sighed as did you. "i think i will. tomorrow. for sure. yes, it'll be, i don't know...fun? great? boring? scary? i don't really know but whatever, it's happening!" you worked things out with yourself out loud and jimin heard. "fine, do want you want, but, you'll just end up coming right back here." he replied shaking his head as he looked into the empty space behind you.

you nodded, "probably. but i want to go kiss him, you know?" you wiggled your eyebrows, teasing jimin about his "past" crush. for some reason it was totally fine that your best friend "used" to like your boyfriend. it was just casual at this point.

"i guess..." jimin's face blushed, immediately getting what you were trying to do. "i fucking love it when you get all red-faced. you're like a little baby fluff!" you screamed quietly as you fangirled over your own friend. jimin's face brightened even more. 

"you're so cringey minah!" jimin yelled covering his face. "and you're adorable." you grinned. you skipped out of the living room and into jimin's. you laid on his bed and cuddled with the few plushies that were placed randomly around. 

jimin stayed on the sofa trying to collect himself after the thoughts of yoongi swarmed his head for a good minute. 

"jiminie you're the most adorable little person i've ever met!" you said to yourself as though he was listening, while he really wasn't. your mind carried itself to the wonderful ideas of min yoongi, the man you called your own. the man you loved most. the one who gave you butterflies when he called your name. the man who you forgave more than a hundred times over. the love of your life.

you craved his attention. how he would snuggle up to you whenever you wanted. how he would brush your hair when you asked. how he would smile at the dumb things you'd do. how he'd hug your waist in the most comforting way. how he kissed your cheek every morning when you woke  and every night before you'd sleep. how he'd throw the blanket it the drier to make the bed warm for you. how he'd invite you to have dinner often. how he'd hold your hand and kiss it every five minutes. how he'd pout for your affection. how he'd call you when you were out to make sure you were always okay. how he carried you to the bedroom when you fell asleep in the living room. 

unfortunately, most of these things weren't true anymore. of course he still loved you more than anything, but, he didn't care for you like he used to. and though you almost hated to admit it, it was the most desolate feeling you've ever had in your entire life.

you found yourself curling into a ball and weeping silently as you mind explored all the little memories the two of you had created. 

what made you ache more was the fact that yoongi was never a cheater in the beginning, ever. it was unheard of. but, suddenly, he stopped kissing your cheek. and he stopped inviting you to dinner. and he stopped calling you routinely. and you started taking it in. and it hurt, like hell. but, for some reason you couldn't, and still can't, let yourself censure him. in any way, at all. 

it was truly unhealthy to say the least. but for some reason, you hold onto the good and forget the bad. he's too suffocating to just leave. 

maybe you were fine with jimin liking him because it made you feel pleasant when someone could finally relate to the terrible feeling you held in your chest constantly.

but you missed him. you missed that terrible man more than you ever had before and you wanted to cuddle him and kiss his his cheek and take him to dinner. like before. because you missed before. you longed for before. 

you moved your weak hand to your face and wiped a tear away from your now sickly pale skin. you held your face in your hand and closed your eyes tightly. wishing with every last drop of hope you had, that yoongi could care for you. like how things were before. like normal.

you felt then bed sink near your beating heart. you felt a warm hand slide across your face while it removed your sorrows. it was jimin. the one who stayed with you through everything terrible. 

he moved down beside you and wrapped his body around you as he moved the blanket over the two of you while doing so. 

"it'll be okay minah." jimin's soothing voice whispered to your cold self. he tucked his head into your neck and closed his eyes with you. 

your eyes began to pour again as you felt so much love from him. you loved him so much. and he loved you more. 

his hand continued to wipe your tears as he held you closely. "jimin..." your voice cracked with your words. "you are the kindest person alive." you said, continuing to sob. he ran his hand through your smooth hair, "and you are the sweetest."

your mind drifted away as jimin comforted you to rest. you wanted everything to be loving again. but, you didn't know if that was possible or not. if the world were to be completely honest, no one really did.