unlike anyone in the world - yoongi [completed]

16

you woke up with a painful headache bashing in your insides around. you groaned loudly and tried to pull yourself out of bed. the room was quiet. the house was quiet. you realized you weren't even at your house. you were at jimin's and it seemed way too familiar to be comfortable with.

your honey glistened eyes stared out the window across from you. the morning poured a refreshing dew over the little flowers dotted everywhere. but, the morning to you only meant more problems ahead. 

your throat let out an exhausted sigh and you stood from the tall bed. the bed was cozy but you didn't care to put thoughts on it simply because you had already the first time you slept there. a long time before now.

you walked to the bathroom, washing the sleep away. when you left you found a drowsy jimin lightly snoring on the smooth couch. you headed to the kitchen to get a painkiller for the dense pain your head held. 

though you didn't entirely forget your night, it was very faint and distorted. you bit your lip having your memories blind all of your other thoughts. video games, yelling, sleep. video games, yelling, jimin and yoongi, getting sick, sleep. video games, yelling, jimin and yoongi, getting sick, water, yelling, sleep. 

you couldn't and didn't want to decipher the events clearly because that'd only make your headache worse than it already was. so instead your tip-toed your way to the quiet adorable fluff ball that made up jimin. 

you placed yourself on the dark wood floor below, and sadly watched jimin. although the moment could've been awkward you didn't feel anything out of place. everything was comfortable, and relaxed. 

after ten minutes of staring at your glowing friend you checked your phone, mainly out of habit. 

one new message.

yoongi :

i'm sorry i left last night, i just wanted to make

sure you'd sleep good. 

i love you.

received 4:58am

you stared at the text in front of you. oh. your eyes formed a frown and your rosy skin began to tingle. he left me here. your thoughts swarmed around you like a colony of bees chasing their honey.

you stood from the cold floor and you made your way to the small staircase that rested in the corner of the house. why were you hurting when he only wanted for you to sleep well? why were you on the edge of crying tears that should had no meaning at all? 

because he left you. like he always did. 

and just when you finally felt that he'd change his past for you, he reverted to it once again. he never changed.

 why would he when he had a life people envied over? girls awing at him everywhere while his voice hummed wonderful remarks of loving like no other. promises of giving and giving everything away just for a girl. he even had the men tripping over their steps wanting to have have him, even for just a second.

he was charming, entrancing, beautiful. he was like the devil with the enchantments he'd give to others. 

he was truly a coward with imperfections fluttered all throughout his body. but no one could see that because the only time they could have with him was at the most a full day, because he had a girlfriend waiting for him at home. their home.

you were massaging your temple as the non-existent tears poured down your frame. jimin's eyes opened and he yawned the dreams off of him. he's eyes focused on the corner of the room, where you were balled up in your thoughts. 

"minah? are you okay? it's early." he asked in a scratchy toned voice. your attention turned to his voice and you choked out a laugh. "fine." 

jimin's eyes furrowed and he lifted himself up. "that's a big lie." he coughed. 

you hit your leg and stood up, walking down the stairs slowly. a harsh grin was plastered onto your face. "what happened last night?" you asked. jimin's eyes closed then opened briskly. "you had wine and got drunk. we were hanging out in the living room and eventually yoongi told me he wanted to tell me something so we went to the other room and..." his head raised in thought, "you started calling for yoongi but yoongi didn't respond so i had to force him out and instead of listening he tried to mess with me, which was so uncool!" he yelled out.

jimin was about to continue but you held out a hand. "he was flirting with you?" jimin nodded. "that bitch." you whispered to yourself. yoongi was low but damn you never knew he was so low he'd try your friend out. 

jimin's face showed disgust as he finally realized what happened. 

-

after a few rants, lunch, and a bunch of instagram likes jimin and you decided to go see a movie. 

the movie was slow, boring and quiet honestly annoying as hell. but it gave you an excuse to eat a lot of unnecessary sugar and salt. 

you and jimin left the theater, eating up the rest of the snacks you didn't get to. jimin ended up enjoying the movie but you on the other hand were completely unsatisfied.

"we need a refund." you commented. the evening air calmed your skin and sent leaves whirling  to an unknown destination.

jimin shook his head, "but it was good." 

you rolled your eyes, there was no way a person could be interested in such a simple story line like that. "whatever, i thought it sucked."

"opinions are opinions." he finalized the conversation while the two of you headed home, sleep draining above your head.