unlike anyone in the world - yoongi [completed]

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jimin wrapped his hands around your arms and pulled you into his house. "again- he did it again." you began telling jimin, choking up. he shushed you and you already knew he knew. The last time you were here was his morning because you spent the night, after yoongi wasn't home. you didn't like being alone. when you heard the news that yoongi gained a new job you were excited but, for no reason now.

you and jimin sat on the sofa and you leaned back feeling upset.

"do want some coffee or tea or something?" jimin asked rubbing your shoulders before getting up.

You were trying to collect yourself, still sniffling here and there. "do you have hot chocolate?" you asked. He nodded. "i'd like to have some please." you said. jimin smiled at you and hopped to his kitchen to make the warm drinks.

most times you'd chose tea because you thought it was fun saying 'talking tea time with jimin' plus when you had mint tea it would calm you really well. but today was for the hot coco simply because you felt like celebrating winter with a festive, hot chocolate. Since cuddling yoongi got marked off the list.

it'd always happen this way. he'd mess up and 'slip' and you'd stay away from him for a couple of days, you'd ignore his wants for a couple of weeks and you'd lose your trust for a of couple months. but in the end, it'd all go back to before, where you acted like it wasn't a big deal, and you'd love more than anything else in the world.

that's what yoongi did to people.

jimin walked in holding two mugs. he handed you the one with a snowflake and took the one with snoopy on it. he was having coffee.

"you wanna talk about it?" he asked. he sat right beside you, trying to keep you warm. "what's there to say?" you implied. your tears were now not flowing, and your sadness was filled with regret.

"jimin," he looked at you. "why do i stay with him? after everything he's done?"

jimin set his mug down and slightly shifted his position. "i don't know minah. you love him a lot and though he's a real fuck up" his face was annoyed. "...he really does love you too."

you sighed at this information, feeling like you would cause him so much pain if you left him. but the worst part is, you'd feel even worse.

"why does he leave me if he loves me then?" you asked disappointed in yourself. jimin took a breath and took a sip of coffee.

"sometimes people feel like they'd be better off not telling you the things they wish to have. maybe he loves you more than anybody so he doesn't want to hurt you by saying he wants 'this to change' or 'that to happen'. though it's really wrong not to discuss things in such a deep relationship, maybe he's scared or worried he'll mess up. i'm not on his side, but i guess that could be an option..." he spoke with wisdom.

you thought about his words. and you thought about what you and yoongi needed to discuss, soon. you took a sip of your drink, pondering about how to start such a conversation.

"thank you jimin." you said, sealing your thoughts.

the rest of the day was watching tv and eating cookies. what you'd call "the lovely life"