jimin lightly shook you awake. you rolled over and watched him with your closed eyes. "what?" you asked, voice groggy. "minah, you need to wake up." jimin's voice was uptight. like something was bothering him.
"why? i have nothing to do today." you opened your heavy eyes. jimin face had worry written all over it. "um, i think you might have a change of plans." you said quietly. you were annoyed. you didn't want to have to get involved with some random idea of jimin's. but, what you saw next was not what you expected to see this early- well, at least right when you woke.
jimin gently helped you sit up and he placed his arm on your back as he walked you to the living room. he was sitting quietly with his hands placed on his lap, hair nice, outfit clean, waiting for you to come in. your face shot with anger and confusion while yoongi's eyes sparkled at your presence.
he immediately stood and bowed heavily. your face scrunched up in the sudden mood he put on. jimin still held your back giving you a sort of relaxer during the uncomfortable situation. "why are you here!?" you asked loudly. "i'm here to say i'm s-" he began. you turned around and began to walk past jimin. but, he stopped you and looked you in the eyes. "minah, trust me. you need to talk to him. i'll be here with you." he whispered soothingly. you sighed and nodded lightly as you turned around.
"yoongi. if you have something to say, i'll listen." you started. "thank you, i really hope-" you put your hand up to finish and yoongi shut his mouth directly after doing so. "however, don't expect me to just except everything and get over it. because you've really made me upset this time." you finished and intertwined your fingers together.
you acted very mature and gained some kind of hidden confidence that never showed. yoongi nodded, "of course." the two of you sat on different items of furniture while you waited for his repetitive speech. something was different about him. he wasn't acting unkind or disrespectful. he was appreciative.
"i'd first like to say, i'm unconditionally sorry for the terrible and unfair things i've done in the past. it was so truly unfair and dumb and i hate myself for it." yoongi started. you swallowed trying to relieve the tension you had built up inside you. your body was tense and you wanted him to leave, but you let him say what he wanted to out of respect.
"i one hundred percent don't expect any sympathy or acceptance from you but i just want you to know, i realized what i've done wrong and how bad it was and how bad i made you feel. i'm the worst person alive." you sighed deeply and ran his fingers through his soft hair. "i want us to be whole again. i want us to be the couple we were before when we cared and nurtured each other into wonderful people. i want you to feel loved and appreciated again because i know you don't now, and it's not good to hear that you're in pain. it must feel absolutely horrible." yoongi's eyes grew sad and his mood slumped as he explained everything.
"i want you back. once and for all." yoongi looked up at your eyes. "i love you."
you sunk in your place when your head grew dizzy and you felt sick. "i need..i just need a minute-" you ran to the bathroom and threw up with too much overwhelming things happening at once. jimin ran in after you and yoongi followed.
jimin bent over and rubbed your back gently. "you alright?" he asked gently. you shook your head. "no."
you stood and cleaned your mouth with cool water from the sink. you stared at yoongi and the room suddenly grew blurry except for the man you looked at. his eyes were shining and his face was glowing. his shirt laid over him loosely as it was too large. everything began to move in slow motion as he glanced at jimin. you ran up to him and hugged him tightly like nothing else in the world mattered right now.
he laced his arms around your back mimicking the tight hold. jimin left the small space. "yoongi." you looked at him. he watched with care, awaiting your next words. "i love you too." he kissed your cheek and you moved to his lips.
the kiss held something you've never felt before. it was special. it was perfect and held a magical meaning of forgiveness and love. real love. you thought maybe for the first time in a long time, everything could be alright again.
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unlike anyone in the world - yoongi [completed]
Fanfictionall yoongi ever wanted was to feel loved. [started : 6/15/17] [completed : 8/6/17]