you walked down the sidewalk, headed to an apartment you and yoongi shared, to congratulate him on his new job. when you walked into the room yoongi was pacing around, holding a remote in his hands, though ignoring the blaring tv.
"yoongi are you alright?" you walked to the tv, turning it off. he sighed, "no."
you looked at him with caring eyes, ready to hear the news that awaited you. "i-i messed up again..." he rubbed his temple and his pace quickened. "yoongi," you sighed. "what happened?" you grabbed his arms and set him on the sofa near you. "just know i love you minah, i really really do." you nodded trying to prepare yourself.
"i visited jaelee..." he closed his eyes. "we kissed, and..." you held your breath. "-and did other things..." he finished.
you frowned and almost started crying, yet again. "minah i'm so, so, so very sorry. she was just being so kind and she said she 'only wanted one kiss' and i know i shouldn't of let her do that to my mind but-" he went on.
"yoongi," you sniffed, now beginning to cry. "i'm going to go okay?" you stood and he held his face while now laying on the sofa. "bye." you shut the door and took a deep breath. You wanted to talk to jimin. now.
you held your body tightly as you scurried down the stairs and walked back down the sidewalk. yoongi didn't usually act so innocent and genuinely sorry but you guessed now that it was with jaelee, it would be worse if he hadn't told you. your phone started ringing in your pocket and immediately you picked it up, out of habit.
"hello," you spoke softly as your eyes were still begging to pour.
"minah please let me talk to you. i want you here, please?" yoongi spoke on the other line.
"not right now, okay?" you sniffed. the cold weather wasn't helping with your sniffles but you didn't mind it because it meant you could have hot drinks.
"minah. please." he pleaded.
You stayed silent on the other end and yoongi didn't like it because he knew it meant you were contemplating the relationship.
"baby..."
your walking slowed as he called you baby. The only thing that pulled you back into his grip. into his heart. you sniffled once again, gaining a hiccup from your breath.
"you're the only one i love minah. you know this. i just slip. it's not you and i think you know that but at the very least please don't hate me." he implored.
"i don't, but, i'm not speaking with you right now so please don't make me." you asked in response.
yoongi took a breath to speak but decided to give it up. "okay baby." he said and you hung up the phone.
though your legs weren't moving at a fast pace, you were already close to jimin's house.
when you arrived you knocked on the door lightly, hitting it in the pattern jimin and you used to signal it was urgent. jimin arrived shortly to open the door. he found a red and puffy-faced minah sniffling along with the chilling wind.
jimin already knew what happened because instead of being angry, excited or bored , you were hurt. and that meant it was yoongi's fault.
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