you walked back to you and Yoongi's apartment after thanking jimin for his company and advice. you bit your lip and picked at your nails as you walked up those same stairs. you really didn't want to see jaelee or yoongi but you figured at least yoongi decently appreciated you.
you lightly knocked on the apartment door and yoongi came after a bit. "minah?" he looked at you with sad eyes and wrapped you in a hug. he gently rubbed your back and dragged you in, wanting some peace between you two. he let go of you and took your hand, heading to the bedroom.
"yoongi i want to sleep." you said eyeing your bed. though yoongi and you shared an apartment and bedroom, you were the one who brought the bed. yoongi looked confused at your sudden mood change. "why? we need to discuss things." yoongi said sitting on the bed beside your laying body.
"you know, i used to think those things would be good ideas but every time we 'discuss' i get sad and feel like throwing up. i'd rather not talk about the girl you fucked next door okay?"
yoongi looked shocked at your choice of words and coughed to clear the tenstion. "why do you do this huh? am i not good enough? are you taking advantage of me? what is it that makes you want to do this to other people rather than me?" you looked at yoongi half saddened half angry. yoongi set his palms in his lap.
"we're- i feel as though...i just can't-" yoongi slurred and cut his words trying to configure his thoughts into words. "i can't explain it minah." he looked disappointed. you shook your head. "then why do i matter?"
yoongi crawled on top of you. "baby," your eyes melted as his words. "i want to do things to you, i want to love you and i want you to love me and i want us to be magical. but sometimes," his body inched closer to yours. "i don't want to do things you'll regret one day. so i let me do those things. yes 'fucking our neighbor' isn't an option but why would i want to fuck you when you're just so precious. i'll only want to have sweet love because i don't want to ruin your brightness." yoongi set his lips on yours and kissed them lightly.
"you're too perfect to be fucked and that's why i don't do it to you." he wrapped his hands around your hair and closed his eyes, making sweet love to your lips.
yoongi and his words. he didn't want to take his lust out on you. he only wanted to give you loving care when he made love to you because that's what you needed. (a/n: I sound way too creepy and weird while describing this but idk how else to...lol . basically he doesn't wanna hurt you) yoongi lifted his body off of you and gave you a blissful smile. "i love you minah, and i always will. can you forgive me?" he asked. after listening to his words you felt special and that made you get butterflies and sparks. "i forgive you." you said slowly wanting to fall asleep.
and eventually yoongi laid beside you, wrapping his arms around your body holding you warmly. it was nice getting to sleep without a care for once. you felt as though yoongi loved you and that's all you needed to feel at this moment. it was your relaxing comfort and that's what you loved.
yoongi may be a cheater but he's one good ass lover and you couldn't fight him for long.
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unlike anyone in the world - yoongi [completed]
Fanficall yoongi ever wanted was to feel loved. [started : 6/15/17] [completed : 8/6/17]