Minecraft Youtuber One-Shots

Hurt

Hey guys! I promised Rainy I would give her a sad one shot so this is it. 

Hope you enjoy the sadness. Sorry if I make you cry so in advance, have a box of tissues.
*hands out boxes of tissues just in case* 

Let's see how this goes! :3

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~Preston's POV~

"Seems like was only yesterday when I last saw your face. It was when I first told you I was dating Alyssa. (Made up) You had come to me with tears in your eyes and a small smile on your face. You congratulated me and told about how proud you were for getting with someone. I gave a smile to you before walking away.

Oh if only I knew what would happen after that; what I know today.

I would hold onto you as tight as I could; hugging you and never letting you go. I would take away all the pain that had fallen upon you. I would thank you for all that you've ever done for me, and forgive all the mistakes you've done in the past.

I'd do anything to hear your voice again; if only for one more time. I've spent so many sleepless nights debating if I should call your phone. But I know you won't answer. You won't be there.

I'm so sorry for blaming you Rob; for everything I could never have the courage to do. I've hurt myself by hurting you.

When the others ask how I'm doing, I won't ever admit that I'm broken inside. I usually hide away in my room; missing your laugh, your smile, just you in general. And it's so hard to say goodbye at all, because it reminds me of this; everything that happened to you.

If you were here, would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand what you were trying to say? Are you watching me from above? Are you proud of what I've become? I would do anything to just have one more chance to look into your beautiful brown eyes; and see you look into mine.

I'm so sorry Robbie! I never meant to blame everything I never could do on you. I've hurt myself so much because of this.

If only I had one more day. I would tell you how much I love and missed you since you've left. It's too dangerous to even try to step out of line; but I wish I could try and turn back time to that fateful day.

I wish I could take back all the regret, the guilt, that I've caused. I wish I could tell you I'm sorry in person; to show how much I really do care. All I wanted to say was that I love you; but I blamed my cowardice on you. I've hurt myself a lot; all because I hurt you."

I finished up what I was reading and stepped down from the podium; the silence of the people around me cutting my heart deeply. Tears rolled down everyone's cheeks as I sat down in the front row next to Rob's parents; who gave me looks of sympathy.

I looked away from them and looked to the pale body of my best friend, crush, and brother in arms. He looked so beautiful in a tux; and his usually messy brown hair all done up neat. I hoped one day I could see him like this; only it would be at our wedding. But those fantasies were ended; shattered on the ground like a glass plate.

'I'm sorry Robbie. Hurting you, was the worst decision of my life.'

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This is probably the shortest one shot I've ever done. 

Anyway, hope you enjoyed and I'm sorry if I made you guys cry a little.

See you next time!

~Mia