Lost (Be My Pet 2)

A Bed, and a friend

Darkness overwhelmed my thoughts. It was warm, comfortable, trusting, but why? I haven't had a clear dream- a dream to remember; scene I was taken. Fear pours over my body- coving me with depression, and sadness; it drowns me, suffocates me every second, but I rather have that then face the people I hurt, to deal with the pain again. I wish never to return to it. Only when Bill comes to get me, will I have a pure smile, but for now- I must stay strong, and fight for Kei and Saoirse, for Ciel and Elly. I can't stop now.

My breathing slowed considerately from the time a arrived. It was peaceful, calming. This feeling still lives inside me. Slowly, my eyes opened.  Tired and drowsy, my eye sight was clouded, but it was clear I was no longer in a cell. My sore body risen from underneath the warm, fluffy covers. With my neck aching, I move my hand to the back, and rub it. "What?!" I say in shock.

My hair had been cut p up to ears, with my locks wrapping around perfectly styled. I rubbed my neck more as I fiddled around with my cut hair, it felt strange, something I'll never be used to, is hair cuts.

(I put this in because my older sister cut the BACK of my hair, and I can't stop stressing how it is not even in the front. It's a inch shorter in the back, but I hate the feeling. I'm going to ask her to trim the front so it matches, sorry for me instrumenting. I'll leave now)

I stopped my hand over a bandage. A ran my fingers over the bullet shot; it had grazed me, but it was still painful. I stopped moving my hand once I saw that I was covered with badges. My locks dangled in fruit of my eyes, blocking a full vein of the room.

"Mommy, you awake!" Kei shouted from the doorway holding a tray of food. His eyes sparkled with joy as a wide smile stretched across his face.

He walks over to my bedside slowly, the tray bounced with dishes clanging together loudly. I bent over to take it from him," is this for me?" I asked, placing the tray in my lap.

He nodded," yep. Me and Saoirse made it this morning with the lady with the blond hair. She was so pretty, an' nice n' helpful," he rambled in excitement." She also has two sons, that played with us all morning. Max and Samuel awesome to play with, and they are our cosines. Well, that's what she said," he Sid hopping up and down like a bunny." Can I go play with them some more? Saoirse is with them, and I'll be super careful!" He pleaded.

"Sure, go ahead," I said simply as he ran out with the same goofy smile Bill makes when he gets what he wants when he acts like a baby. Tears weld in eyes at the thought. It hurt more the fire, more the poison. I want to see him again,  I want him to hold me in his arms as he tells me 'it's alright'.

"Well if it isn't Dipper Pines," a sweat voice came from the doorway. Wiping away tears, I gaze up at the women with long, dull blond hair pulled back into a ponytail. He blue eyes locked with mine as she stepped forward, making her apron bounce. She sat down at the edge of the bed, and smiled at me.

"You'r the worst," I joked back with a sad smile." I haven't seen your face in awhile. How's the fake blond hair," I laugh.

She smirked at me, "you and I both know it's 100% real, but how about you? How are doing?" She said calmly while running her fingers in my hair.

I let out a sigh, remembering all the shitting thing that happened to me this past month.(yes, it has been this long, and Bill is still looking) " I've been doing great! I've be beaten, shot at, yelled at, slapped. Pretty good if I say so myself," I said sarcastically," Bill never got this kinky with me, I'm living my personal wet dream," I say or dramatically.

Pacifica bursted out laughing, tears fell from her eyes with joy. I laughed along with how ridiculous it all was." Well, it's nice to see that your still a smart ass as always," she chuckles. " Well- I should leave his majesty to eat," she said doing a goofy bow." But heed my warning, I'll be back," she shouted proudly as she marched out of the room. A laugh slipped from my lips as I proceeded to stuff my face.

--------( Pacifica P.O.V)--------

"Why are you taking to him!?" Ford yelled at me.

"Because, your all treating him like a prisoner! No matter what- he's still the same person he was back then. I just don't understand why you act like a victim even though he's the one that was ripped for his family and lover," I shouted back.

"He threaten me," Wendy yelled , pointing to herself.

Stan put a head on my shoulder," yeah, she's right. We were the ones that pushed the kid away," I said lowering. His head in shame for not being able to help Dipper." Plus, us beating him, won't make him stay, plus didn't his rug rates say he got a baby, or somethin'?" He said shrugging his shoulders.

"Dudes, let's calm down. The dude need to rest. We're just going to wake him up," Soos said calm.

The room fell quite as disgust and shame. I thought it was sweat that he can have kids- confusing, but sweet. "Well, there's nothing wrong with that," I say walking out of the room.