Ticciwork (FINISHED)

Chapter 3

Clockwork's POV*********************
*Flash back*
"Daddy please STOP!" I yelled, my dad hit me over and over again. At this point I was hurt and bleeding. "YOU DIDN'T WASH THE DISHES LIKE I SAID!" He yelled. Tears were rolling down my face "I promise I'll do them, I promise" I cried, "Good, next time it won't be pretty" he said then left. I was alone like usual, in the living room on the floor in pain next thing I know my brother walks in. He walks to me and grabs my hair "You didn't tell anyone right?!" He asked.

I nodded in response then he threw my head to the ground. I whimpered in pain, then he went to his room. That night he did it again to me, it hurt so much. The pain was horrible I would rather die then feel that pain. I was only 10 years old, he's been doing this to me for two FUCKEN years. I slowly got up and limped to the bathroom.

I got the medical supplies and wrapped my cuts. My mouth was bleeding, I spit out the blood in my mouth. My eyes filled up with tears, then I walked to my room. I sat on my bed and held my giraffe closed to me. I rocked back and forth, my bruises hurt so I had to be careful. "No more braking" I said to myself, "no more braking........"

I sat up in bed I was sweating I looked at my alarm clock. It was 4:36am, I grabbed my pillow and cried, I always had dreams of my family. I cried and cried I hated them so much. Killing them made them go away but killing the memories could never go away. I got out of my bed and went downstairs. No one was up so I made coffee, I need to get this out of my head. I wiped my tears and drank my coffee, I sat at the table. Rubbing my head, "can't I ever escape this hell?" I asked myself. "You d-did but I-it still h-hunts y-you" someone said. I remember that voice, "Toby?" I asked.

Toby's POV*****************

I found clockwork downstairs she looked like she was crying. I walked over to her "Y-you all r-right?" I asked. She looked down "Yeah I'm fine" she said, I walked towards her and sat down. "I don't t-think y-you are. I h-heard you c-c-crying" I said. She looked up at me, she signed "You know for once someone is right" she said. "W-what happen I-if y-you don't m-mind me asking?" I asked. "It was just a nightmare nothing more" she said, "Nightmares a-are m-more then nothing" I said.

"What are you a psychiatrist now?" She asked. I laughed "If I-I was I wouldn't b-be living h-here" I said. She smiled, God her smiled made me warm inside. "Do you get nightmares?" She asked, I twitch "sometimes...." I said. "What do you get nightmares of?" She asked, I twitched. "Ummm w-well mostly o-of my s-s-sister" I said. "Oh I'm sorry, it must hurt when you think about her" she said.

"Yeah I-it does, was y-your b-brother and you c-close?" I asked. Her normal face turned into sadness, I can tell she was holding her tears back. She looked down, I lifted her chin up to look at me. "H-hey it's ok y-you don't h-have to t-tell me" I said, a tear went down her face I wiped it. She smiled, "Do y-you want m-me to sleep w-with you?" I asked she nodded, then we went upstairs to her room. I laid down and she laid next to me. We got under the sheets and I held her close to me. I wrapped my arms around her, "Goodnight" I said, "Goodnight" she said back.

Clockwork's POV**************

I actually let someone sleep with me, I don't let anyone sleep with me. Let alone touch me, I don't want to be in a relationship not yet. But Toby he seem...he seem special. Yeah I did have a boyfriend in the past but all we did was kiss but nothing too serious. That's probably another reason he left me, he probably just wanted sex. But there was a time were he wanted to do it with me. But I refused because of the horrible memories I had of my brother. I still tried to get over it but it's permanent on me, what he did to me for 4 years was hell. He deserves to be dead, I don't want anyone to hurt me I'm scared.

But Toby he doesn't even seem like the guy who would hurt me. But I'm just to scared, maybe one day I'll get over it. But someone special has to get this over me, it takes a lot to get rid of that pain.