Ticciwork (FINISHED)

Chapter 20

This takes place five days earlier, when Clockwork passed out...

Clockwork's POV*********

"What happen to you?" Slender asked, I couldn't say a lot all I can think of right now was Toby I want him. "Toby" I said then I blacked out. I woke up in the meadow where me and Toby go. I got up, I wasn't bleeding or anything I was ok. I just want Toby right now I want him to hold me and don't let go of me. I miss him I began to cry, then I felt someone touch my shoulder. I jumped in shocked as I turned around, to come face to face with Lyra? "Lyra?" I asked, she smiled "Hi Natalie it's a pleasure to meet you" she said as she sat down next to me. I froze what should I say, is this even real? "Are you real?" I asked, she giggled "No I just came to visit you while your sleeping" she said. "What do you mean sleeping?" I asked. She signed "Your in a coma right now, don't worry you'll wake up in about a week or so" she said.

"Oh, so did you actually hear me when I came to talk to you?" I asked. She nodded "Yeah I did, look I'm sorry bout what happen to you. I've been abused but never touch" she said. "Like you said you wanted to talk to me. I'm hear to talk to you so you can say anything you want!" She said. I smiled "You know I want to ask you something" I said. "And what is that?" She asked, I took a deep breath. "Do you think Toby will still love me if I tell him?" I asked. "I don't see why he won't, he's a good kid. He had it tough, look he'll still love you no matter what." She said. "When should I tell him?" I asked, "Whenever you want to" she said, I smiled. "Thanks" I said, "No problem" she said. "Look I got to go ok, your gonna stay here for the next week all right! I'll back and visit you ever day ok" she said. I nodded and with that she left.

The next day she came to visit me in the same place. "Hi Lyra!" I said, she waved back then walked towards me and sat next to me. "Look Natalie I think on should go see Toby in his dream. Do you want me to tell him that you were-" I cut her off. "NO don't just tell him that I need him more then he thinks. And that I love him every much" I said. "Ok then whatever you want" she said. So the next couple of days we talked and talked I actually got to meet her I'm happy. She told me of how Toby and her were close, how they used to play together. Once she said that she took Toby to the park and this kid pick on him because of his tics. So she punched him so are that she broke his nose. I was happy that Toby had a good sibling, as for me I didn't have a good sibling.

I told her how my brother used to do bad things to me, I told her Toby was lucky to have a great sister. As for me I had a horrible brother, of course she'll feel bad for me but I told her its in the past now. But on the fifth day that's when things went to hell. I was waiting for Lyra like usual till I saw...Zalgo. "W-what are you doing here!" I yelled, he had a devil smile on his face. "I thought we could have a family reunion!" He said, then out of no where my mom,dad,and brother walked towards me. "Natalie dear I'm so disappointed in you" my mom said. "You were never my daughter'' my dad said, "Come on sis why don't we talk alone" my brother said. I stared to back away "NO STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I yelled, but I didn't notice I was by the cliff and I fell.

I woke up screaming the first person I saw was Slender he ran towards me trying to hold me down. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled, then Ann tried to hold me down as well but I kick and hit. But then I felt sleepy then passed out...

I woke up with a headache, its just like how I woke up the time I went to the mental hospital. I turned my head to see Toby looking at the ground holding my hand. "T-Toby?" I asked, he looked at me and hugged me. "B-baby I thought y-you *twitch* dead" he said. "Toby I wasn't dead I'm here I miss you" I said, he looked at me. "Please d-don't s-scare me like t-that ever a-again!" He said then kissed me. I kissed back I miss him so much, then there was a knock on the door. Toby broke the kiss and open it, then Slender and Ann walked in. "Glad your awake Clockwork its nice seeing you again" Slender said. I smiled "Toby I would like to speak with her in privet" he said. "B-but she j-just woke up, and i-if its about Z-Zalgo then should I b-be here?" He asked.

Slender shook his head, "I'll rather tell everyone at once but please go it will only be a second" he said. Toby signed and left shutting the door. Ann and Slender walked over to me. "Well I can say Clockwork you and Zalgo had a fight" said Ann. "How did you know it was Zalgo?" I asked. "Judging by the cuts on your body I can tell it was him. They heal very quickly so your arm should be healed in bout three days" Slender said. "What happen to me?" I asked. "You blacked out and you had a gash on your left side so I had to stitch that up. You had a split eyebrow and black eye. But that's healed so is your gash so I removed the stitches. Some cuts and bruises are still healing probably from natural falling or something. And you broke your left arm" Ann said.

"Thank you" I said, "But what did Zalgo say to you?" Slender asked. "He said he's gonna send his people to kill everyone for some reason he didn't say why. All he said was that he hated you" I said. "Thank you Clockwork" Slender said, I nodded. "Look Clockwork as I was fixing you up I noticed something" Ann said. My heart stared to race faster and faster, does she know I was raped. "W-what you mean?" I asked, she sat next to me. "I know its tough but talk to us please, this just stays between us three ok" she said. I nodded, she took a deep breath. "When I was fixing you I noticed signs of sexually abused on you. Where you raped at a young age?" She asked. I couldn't believe my ears she knew, she found out. Just the thought of it made me cry, I wiped my tears away. "Y-yeah I was" I said, "Can you tell us what happen so we can help you" she said.

"There's no need to help me but I can tell you. But please don't tell anyone not even Toby I'll tell him when I'm ready" I said. "Very well then now take your time" she said. "It stared when I was eight years old, my brother did this to me. He said it will make me cool so being little I believe it. After he did that to me I remember going in the shower and seeing blood. It hurt so much, I remember how much that pain hurt I cried by myself. He told me if I tell anyone he'll kill me so I didn't. After that he began to do it more and more often, making me go in his room doing nasty things. My parents never knew, I had the guts to tel him off when I was eleven after that he stopped. But I still have nightmares about it to this day, but I made sure he got a slow painful death" I said.

The looks on their faces I never seen anything like it. "I'm sorry Clockwork it must been hard especially with the abused as well" Ann said. "Does anyone else know bout this?" Slender asked. "Only Jane that's it, but I want to tell Toby soon" I said. "Ok its all up to you" Slender said then walked away, "I'll get Toby, thank you for telling us your a brave girl" Ann said then walked away. With that Toby walked inside, "B-baby I miss you" he said, I looked at him he looked terrible. He looked like he haven't slept for days nor has taken a shower. "Toby do me a favor and take a shower please. Do it for me" I said smiling. He signed "F-fined anything f-for you" he said then began to walk out but then I stopped him. "Toby!" I yelled he turned around and stared to walk back to me. "Look when I was in that coma for a couple of days I saw your sister." I said.

His eyes widen "R-really or w-was it a d-dream?" He asked. "No baby I really met her, she was nice and beautiful. She told me things about you as a child. You were a sweet little boy" I said. He smiled "T-tell me everything" he said, after a long talked I told him what his sister said to me. He smiled then kissed me, "You k-know I'm g-glad you got t-to meet her" he said. Then he left to go take a shower, after he got out he sat next to me. "You know I miss sleeping next to you. Can you sleep with me tonight?" I asked. "Of c-course" he said. Then got in the bed and laid next to me. I moved closer by him being careful with my arm. He held me "I miss you so much!" I said, he smiled. "I m-miss you too" he said. Then we went to sleep.

(A/N ok that took a long time to make, but next chapter should be out soon bye!)