Ticciwork (FINISHED)

Chapter 9

Clockwork's POV************

The next day I woke up in a empty bed? I quickly sat up and looked around the room "Toby?" I said. Then I got up and walked over to the dresser, then I saw a letter 'Dear Baby, I have to go on a mission with Masky and Hoodie. I'll be back soon ok but be careful when I'm gone. From Toby aka your amazing boyfriend" I smiled. Awww he called me baby how cute, but the sad part is I won't see him till tonight. Hopefully at dinner we can brake the news to everyone so BEN will stop making comments.

I went in one of the dressers to find a shirt but I couldn't find any, I think their getting washed. Great I thought, but then I went to the closet and found a shirt. It was a Three Days Grace shirt, it look kinda small but it could fit me. I think this was Toby's old shirt, I smiled I don't think he'll mind me wearing this I thought. So I changed my shirt and put on Toby's shirt. I put on black shorts and went by the dresser to brush my hair. I decided to put my hair up today I don't do that a lot but whatever.

When I was done I went downstairs into the kitchen I saw Jane. "Hey-WHAO!" Jane said, "Didn't know you like Three Days Grace?" She said. I looked at the ground "Well..my other shirts were getting wash so I decided to wear on if Toby's shirts. I mean it's kinda small so I don't think he wears it anymore but I'm pretty sure he doesn't mind" I said trying to be cool. She smiled "So....you guys like a thing now or something?" She asked, I felt my face go red of embarrassment. "Yeah...Yes! Yes we are a thing actually. When-" I was cut off as Ben bumped into me.

"SO YOU AND TOBY ARE A THING!" He yelled, I rolled my eye "Yes we are happy!" I said. He gave a pervert look at me "Give me a 'video' tonight if you know what I mean" he said. "SHUT UP we ARE NOT I repeat NOT DOING IT!" I yelled. Jane looked at me "I think we should go and have a talk" she said then grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs into her room. As we got to her room I sat on her bed and she shut the door. "Now why did you bring me here?!" I asked, "Well...it's about what you are playing on doing with Toby" she said.

"JANE do I look like the kinda girl who'll do it. I'm not a slut ok and besides I'm not ready. I don't really want to relive that nightmare all over again" I said looking at the ground. Jane walked over to me and sat next to me, "ok it's fine your not ready but when you are ready. How you thought of you know birth control or some sort?" She asked. "Why are we even talking about this?" I ask, "Because I'm your friend and I want to help you" she said. "Ok fine but still we only stared dating like yesterday. Trust me we're not gonna do it for a while" I said.

"But when you do, do it what are you gonna do?" She asked giving me a smirk. I rolled my eye "I don't know I mean it depends like I don't know?" I said rubbing my head. "Hey don't be stressed it was a question don't worry" she said. I smiled "I think I'm gonna go now" I said then got up and walked out the door. I went back to my room and shut the door, Jane was right time is gonna fly soon and Toby and I might do it. I don't know if he actually wants to do it, it's just kinda scary for me.

I went in the closet to find my violin, once I found it I took it out of the case and began to play. But I was interrupted as I heard thunder outside my window, I quickly put the violin away and walked by the window. I looked outside it was dark and I saw lightning in the distance. God how much I hate storms it brought back a horrible memory.....

Flash back

My dad and mom were yelling again about shit I don't care about. I was in my room hugging my giraffe close to me. I was 10 at the time so I was abused, and sexually abuse as well. I was scared at the time, it was my fault for my mom and dad yelling. It was also storming outside so it made it worse. I hate storms, but then I heard my dad come in my room and grabbed me. "Dad STOP!'' I yelled but I just got punched in the face instead. "You didn't FUCKEN listen to me when I told you to clean my car!' He yelled. I dropped my giraffe and then he brought me downstairs.