Ticciwork (FINISHED)

Chapter 16

Three weeks later....

Clockwork's POV***********
"When are you coming back?" I asked, Toby put in his sweater and goggles. "N-not till tomorrow n-night" he said. I signed "D-don't worry b-babe I'll be back" he said then gave me a quick kiss on the lips. "I l-love you" he said, I smiled "Love you too" I said then he left. I looked out the window to see Toby, Masky, Hoodie, and Kate walk into the woods. I walked downstairs to find Ben and Jeff playing video games, what else is new? I went in the kitchen, Jane was gone killing tonight so I had nothing to do. I grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and went back upstairs. I shut the door and sat on the bed, I looked at the ring Toby gave me. "Wonder where he got it?" I asked myself, I shrugged it off. Well it was almost sunset so maybe I'll take a quick walk.

I grabbed a sweater and put in my shoes, then I went to tell Slender I would be gone for a bit. Once I did that I left the mansion to go on a walk. As I was walking I kept thinking, me and Toby have been in a relationship for bout 4 months. I wonder if he'll ask me when we are gonna...do it? I mean I don't know when I'll be ready he doesn't even know I was raped. As being rapped by my dirty brother I didn't become pregnant thank god for that. But anyways I went to the meadow that Toby and I only knew about. I sat in the center of the flowers, I looked at the roses they're my favorite. I looked at the sun that was bout to set the colors of orange, pink, and purple, they're pretty. I smiled then I thought if I go the Lyra's grave to talk to her. I may sound crazy but she'll be a great person to hang out with and tell her what's wrong.

I got up and walked to the cemetery it wasn't that far. As soon as I got there I went by her grave and sat down. There was new flowers there probably Connie put them there. God I really want to met Connie and tell her how I feel bout her son. And that Toby misses her and still loves her, and tell her he's doing find. I touched the cement of the grave, "Lyra?" I said of course no answer. "Look Lyra I want to talk to you, you seem like the best person to talk to now and. It's about Toby, he gave me a ring a promise ring. He told me not to keep secrets from him." I stopped and stared to think bout my brother tears ran down my cheek. "And...I lied yes I lied to him. I said I'll tell him everything that happen to me but in reality I didn't. I don't know if I can tell him, he'll hate me. I know he will hate me, I'm scared I have nightmares of my brother.

Oh! Yeah I forgot to tell you my brother he umm...he raped me for four years. It hurt so much, I've killed people and they punch, stab, and did bad things to me. But you'll think it will hurt but in reality the thing that hurt the most was what my brother did to me. He did it over and over again make me do stuff I didn't understand. I thought it would make me cool, but now I think bout it it made me worse. I didn't know what the things he did to me but now I know exactly what he did to me. How would I tell Toby your his sister you can held me. Right?...." nothing it was quite. I signed and got up "Look Lyra I love your brother. He took me on a amazing date he was such a gentleman. I had a boyfriend before but he's special. I love him but how would I tell him. Sooner or later he's gonna ask me if we can have sex. And....I'm not ready I don't know if I'll ever be. I didn't have sex with my ex, so how'll will I say yes?" I said.

Then I got up "Thanks for listening I'll have to talk to you more often" I said then smiled. I turned around to find Connie behind me she jumped back a bit. "Oh sorry if I scared you" I said, she held her hand to her heart. "No it's ok I just came to visit my daughter for a minute. Me and my sister drove pass here and I wanted to say hi" she said. I smiled "Yeah, did you hear anything?" I asked. "No I didn't" she said, thank god she didn't hear me talk to Lyra. Connie smiled and looked at my left hand her eyes grew wide open. "Oh my did your boyfriend give you this?" She asked holding my hand. "Yeah we went on a date and it's a promise ring. I love him for this but it's not the real reason I love him" I said. "Yeah I remember when I was in love" she said, I nodded. "By the way what's your boyfriends name?" She asked. Fuck! What do I say, "Ummm look I got to go sorry bye!" I said then ran off.

Connie's POV***********

I raised my eyebrow, strange girl I thought. I shrugged it off and went back to the car. "So who was that girl?" Lori asked, "Her name is Natalie, I bumped into her and her boyfriend at the mall before Christmas. And I saw them here on Christmas now I saw her here. The same grave tho it's weird they're weird people" I said. "Don't you think it's kinda weird that the same people visit Lyra?" She said. It took a minute for me think "I guess I mean she always hides her left eye and mouth. And her boyfriend twitches" I said. "Maybe he has Tourettes I know it's not common but maybe he dose?" She said. I signed "I don't know Lori but she ran into the woods. Like who goes in the woods in winter doesn't she have a home?" I said.

Lori shrugged "She probably does, by the way what's her boyfriends name?" She asked. "When I ask her she ran off! Something is strange and besides how do they know Lyra?" I said. "Don't know probably knew her from some where" she said. "So you said her names Natalie right?" Lori asked, "Huh I saw on the news a couple months ago a girl name Natalie killed her family" she said. "What wow but  it's probably a different Natalie" I said. "Yeah guess your right killers don't have hearts" she said. I really had nothing to say bout that, but it let me thinking. If Natalie's boyfriend cried at Lyra's grave did he know her. Lyra didn't know anyone who's so young but maybe she did she really didn't tell me her social life but I won't ever know.

Clockwork's POV**********

"WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER YOUR NAME!" Slender yelled, I didn't know what to say I'm gonna die I just know it. "She doesn't even know me I didn't say Toby's name cause if I did she would call the cops!" I yelled. "DON'T RASIED YOUR VOICE AT ME!" He yelled. I jumped back a bit "S-sorry I won't talk to her, but I still want to go see Lyra. She's Toby's sister he needs to see her, I need to see her." I said looking at the ground. He signed "Find you may see her but if you see who ever Toby's mom is,run and don't talk to her. And once Toby comes back I'll tell him as for your punishment no killing till March" he said. "WHAT!" I yelled, "There is nothing else to say Clockwork you may go. And you can not change my mind" he said.

I got up and left "Oh so bad girl Clockwork can't kill for almost TWO MONTHS HA!" Ben said. He makes me want to kill him, is he asking to get killed. I growled at his rude comment and push him away from me. He laughed and I slammed my door I sat on the bed. My clock was ticking worst then usually. I took a deep breath "I need to calm down" I said to myself, I got up and changed into a shirt. I turned off the lights and laid down. It was quite all I can hear was the tic of my clock. Does Connie think I'm Clockwork and does she knows Toby is her son. I don't know I can't talk to her no more. I signed it's my fault Toby can't see her anymore. I stared to cry great he's gonna hate me I know it. I dig my face into the pillow and cried my eyes out. It's my fault it's always my fault.

(A/N sorry if it's short I don't have enough time to write more. But the story isn't over I'll continue it, but on a personal side. I start school soon so it will be slow for a bit but like I said. I won't end the story till it's done. I'll finish what I started, but hope you enjoyed it and hope your ready for more!)