Ticciwork (FINISHED)

Chapter 34

I'm gonna give you guys a longer time for the baby's name. So when the chapter comes when Clockwork gives birth, I'll have the name chosen. And sorry for not updating I have school and I've been depressed lately. But that won't stop me from writing this story for you, but anyways I'm just gonna skip to eight months. Enjoy:)

Clockwork's POV*************

I'm nervous next month will be the month our baby comes. We haven't decided on a name yet but we'll get there. Toby and I got everything ready so yeah. We are staying in the mansion, but everyone is excited I am too. I don't know who's more nervous me or Toby. But if any case I can't wait for the baby, he's gonna be perfect I know he is. It was late at night and everyone had to go, like literally everyone. "Be safe, do it for the baby" I said as I was saying goodbye to Toby. "I'll b-be find don't w-worry, and I p-promise I'll be b-back to see h-him" he said as he kissed my cheek. I signed "Ok I love you" I said, "Love y-you both" he said then went downstairs. It was just me, my baby, and Slender. It's interesting with just him and I, after everyone left I went downstairs to the living room and sat on the couch.

I felt him twitching, "Don't worry baby you'll be out soon, just hang on a bit" I said as I rubbed my baby bump. Then I felt someone by me, then I saw slender. "Oh hey Slender didn't see you there!" I said. He walked over to me and sat next to me. "Sorry child just wanted to see how you and your baby is doing" he said. I smiled "We are good, he's gonna be a angel I know it" I said. I signed "Slender what is it like having a baby?" I asked. "It's the best thing you can ever think of. There's so many different meanings to having a child. But they say having a child is one of the best gifts you can ever get" he said. "I-I just feel bad" I said, "Why is that?" He asked. "Knowing that he has a grandma and she'll never see her only grandson." I said.

"Look I know this is a risk, but when you give birth to him and he grows a bit. I want you to go to the cemetery, with makeup on and your clock covered. And I want you to see if Toby's mom is there and I want you to let her hold him. Bring Toby as well, just don't tell her it's Toby ok" he said. I couldn't believe my ears did he actually say he'll let my baby to see his grandma. "Thank you!" I said then hugged him. "It's sad still that she knows that's she doesn't have a grandchild" I said. "I know but it's for the best, this is a big deal so you may tell Toby when he comes back" he said. "Thank you" I said, "Your welcome. Now you should get to bed you need the rest before you deliver the baby" he said.

I nodded "Yeah your right, I'm going to bed now. Thank you for listening" I said. He nodded then I went upstairs in my room. I shut the door and looked around. All the things were there for him, we even added glow and in the dark stars. I walked over to the crib, I remember my family telling me things about how I was gonna grow up like...

Another depressing flash back (sorry I've been depressed lately)....

I looked around and saw a mom with her baby. I was at the park with my mom, I want a baby when I get older. I want to give it my life and my love, "Mom I want a baby when I get older. You can be a grandma!" I said. She snickered "Yeah right Natalie remember no one will love you enough to give you a child." She said. I wanted to cry the words she just said to me were hurtful. "B-but isn't a child the most beautiful gift you can ever received?" I asked holding my tears back. "Well yeah, I guess but I just don't think you can ever find someone that can love you. That can give his life to you, that can ever love you!" She said. "Come on we need to go back home" she said and grabbed my arm making me follow her. Why won't anyone love me?.....

End of flash back.....

"She's a bitch I'm glad she's dead. She doesn't even deserve life, not alone a grandmother." I said to myself. I signed and looked at the baby clothes I got. They are so cute, I'm happy to be a mom soon. I was getting tired so I went to the bed and laid down. I began to think, what Slender said is gonna be true. I'm just scared because...I don't want to end up like my dad or worst my brother. I heard that if your abused in anyway you'll end up just like that. I'm not gonna be like that I'm gonna be a great mother, better then my own. Toby is gonna be a great father better then his own father. I'm so glad some of are family is gone so our baby won't meet them. They don't deserve a nephew or a grandson. Except for Connie and Lyra, I wish Lyra would be here and meet her nephew. She'll be a great aunt I know it, and Connie at least she'll see him but not know that's her grandchild.

I wish they can meet him and know that he's their family. Not a strange couple's baby, I signed. "Goodnight baby boy" I said, then felt him move. I smiled "Guess your saying goodnight to mommy huh? I love you, ok no one will hurt you like how me and daddy were hurt. We're gonna raised you better, and make you not like us. You don't deserve to be like us, you deserve a better life. I promise if anyone hurts you they'll be dead. Ok mommy loves you" I said. I felt him twitch "Don't worry sooner or later I'll get to hold you and feed you. And you get to meet me in person and daddy. And all your aunts and uncles they can't wait to see you ok" I said. "Love you" I said then went to sleep.

(A/N sorry if it was short I'm just tired, but yeah I'm sorry if I haven't been posting a lot either. I've been dealing with school and it sucks. I have to deal with my past which is hell, but I'm not gonna give up on you guys. And hopefully next chapter will be out soon bye!)