The Doctor's Half Sister

The 11th Doctor Part 2- Doctor I will never stop saving you!

I was sick one of my hearts was slowing down. The doctor told Amy And Rory he would be back he had to bring me somewhere because I was sick I was dying. He brought me into the tardis my timelord heart had stopped beating I was dying the tardis said I needed to be brought to the happy place in my life but it was lying to the doctor the destination was the worst place in my life the place where our mother and our sister died and where I was abuised. He did not know this he was brought there and we went out of the tardis he carried me I had passed out he had a watch that the tardis talked through it said to go right outside the house and lay me down and I would wake but I had to stay there for an hour. I woke up and cried.

Cara- What Happened? Where am I?

.. The doctor helped me stand up..

Doctor- You were dying the tardis says you have to stay here for an hour and then you will be fine the tardis says this is your favorite place

... I looked around I listened I heard the screams inside and cried..

Doctor- What is wrong

Cara- This is not my happy place this is my nightmare the tardis lied I have to stay here because If I don't I will fall back to sleep forever this is the place that gives me nightmares because this is  where I was abused and where our sister and mother were killed this is my old house this place keeps me awake

Doctor- What?

Cara- Help me inside I will show you

... he helped me inside I was still quite weak..

Cara- It is a loop the night where I heard a scream the scream of my mother and then the night where my sister was shot that is young me sitting there and that is the man who hit me everyday

Doctor- I am sorry I did not know

Cara- I did not want you to know I mean I told you about all this I just never wanted you to see it

.... The Moment where my mom was murdered what really happened... I saw what it was showing I tried to pull the doctor way

Cara- please don't watch this

Doctor- you said you were upstairs when it happened

Cara- please don't watch this

Doctor- no

.. what really happened

I was 9 when she died I was down stairs when two men broke in they were pointing a gun at my mom one was a demon called the red eyed demon he had chased our family for a long time and the other man was some one random

Mom- Cara run

Demon- Hi Cara. Why don't you fight back

... I was frozen

Demon- arn't you going to save her

.. I/Young me was still just standing there

Demon- it is quite odd that people say to fear you yet you don't fight back you have seen things that scare you more than me ohh so many secrets now your mother will die and you will do nothing

.. I/ young me pulled out a gun and the demon had a gun to my moms head

Demon- well are you going to shoot it

... I/ young me did not shoot it I froze and then the gun to my mom's head went off and I/ young me fell to the ground

Demon- Everyone you love will die and it is all your fault!! Now Goodbye for now!!!

... I was crying and screaming my sister Maggie was asking to come down I told her to stay up stairs... I had gone to my mothers body and she told me to call John I picked up the gun and just held it and then dropped it and picked up the phone..

... The Memory ended

Cara- See I killed her I mean I did not save her and our sister died because of me I kill people I kill so many people our mom died when I was 9 years old I held a gun in my hand a gun that had shot a bullet that killed our mother I could not save her or anyone else that I love I am a monster I should be feared maybe not when I was 9 but after that moment everyone should have ran away from me so far but they stayed and then they died I did not want you to know the truth to know that at this moment our mother and sister could be with us or with you at least if I did not excist if I was never born so many people would be safe this world does not need Cara Winchester I will die some day I just don't know when but it hurt so much I never thought I would be a killer but I am I don't like it

.... NOT DONE

I was down stairs

Doctor- and what did I say

Cara- you said "Everyday is a pile of good things and bad things the good things don't always soften the bad things but vice versa the bad things don't always spoil the good things and they don't make them unimportant" I never forgot about that I remember alot of things you have said

Doctor- You really remember all of that

Cara- yes I do and I will never forget these things these days we have had together have changed me

Doctor- You truly are spectacular but you never should have saved me you know you could have died and this world needs you it needs Cara Winchester

Cara- Oh my brother stop lying to yourself I hear you say you are not a hero that is a lie these lies you tell yourself are terrible if you screamed out to the universe asking who knows the name The Doctor the man that saves everyone you would hear the whole universe screaming the whole dang universe screaming back at you and me oh me I go by fake names you and your friends and the rest of my family are about the only ones who know my true name my name Cara Winchester the one you referee to as " A girl with a dark past but a bright future" and most importantly I will always sacrifice myself for you no matter what because without you I am lost I am lost forever

Doctor- Where is your happy place anyway?

Cara- A planet called Lazara It is beautiful.umm.. sorry I am still quite dizzy.. the planet has one side with snow and beautiful mountains you can see the northern lights at night I went there before I was sad it made me happy everyone there is happy they run in the snow and then the summer side where the birds cherp and where the kids run safe no danger no darkness all happy I lay in the snow looking at the stars I love the stars and I sit in the grass and watch the clouds go by and the sun shine down on my skin and listen to the people laughing and so much more it makes me happy that is my happy place and this is my nightmare place..

Doctor- I am sorry and Lazara is a beautiful planet.

Cara- Yes it is and we only have 10 more mins here.

... 10 minutes later we went back to the tardis but before that I walked up to my old room and looked out the window and at the moon and smiled.

Cara- It was not all bad times here our sister was spectacular she was kind and beautiful and so much more I want to bring you some where well technically here but a different time

... Got back on the tardis and set for a new time...

... To Be Continued...