Suicide Attempt

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TW: TALK OF RAPE AND DESCRIPTION OF AND SELF HARM


This is the story of how I tried to end it all....

You might be wondering why I did it well I was raped a week before I tired to kill myself


It was late at night Sam and Dean where sound asleep. I went to kitchen and found a sharp knife. Then walked to the bathroom that me Sammy and Dean share. I slit one of my wrist blood came squirting out. I screamed I mean it hurt like hell. Sammy's room was closest to the bathroom and he heard me scream. He came running to the bathroom and pounded on the door.


Sam-Cara!!! Open the door!

Cara- Help me....

(Sam broke down the door and saw my wrist dripping blood on the floor)

Sam- Omg Cara! What have you done

Cara- I just wanted the pain to stop.... I am sorry

( Cara then passed out and fell into Sam's arms)

Sam- Dean!!!!! Help!! Dean!!

(Dean came running)

Dean- Holy Fuck! What happened

Sam- Just get the first aid kit she is bleeding out! Hurry

(Dean ran and got the first aid kit. They stitched me up and wrapped my wrist in gauze.)

(Sam layed me down in my bed. He stayed in the room till I woke up. I woke up crying)

Cara- Please tell me I am dead.. Please....

Sam- No Cara you are alive. Why did you do this in the first place

Cara- I I I don't want to talk about it

Sam- Cara please tell me

Cara- He raped me Sammy he fucking raped me I remember it all like it was yesterday

Sam- Who raped you? Who?

Cara- My boyfriend Alex

Sam- Car I am so sorry 

Cara- I remember him holding me down telling me to stay still. He pounded into my body like a machine... I cried and screamed but no one heard or cared. I just laid still and let it happen.. I froze Sammy.. Why did I let him hurt me..

Sam- Car it's not your fault. What he did is un forgivable he hurt you

Cara- I know it is just I keep remembering it

Sam- We will figure everything out. Ok kiddo

Cara- Ok....


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