The Doctor's Half Sister

A Journal of My Life and My Death

Ps. Will understand more if you read the Chapter I Erased My self from time

Recap I walked into my room and went to my desk and looked for my journal it had been back for a week now and I looked in my desk and my journal was not there I asked the tardis what had happened to it and the tardis said the doctor had taken it and read it I asked where he put and the tardis said the library the library was locked because I had taken books from there in the past and I was not supposed to but I was angry I did not care that I was not supposed to go in there because the doctor did not read the book when I was erased from time he found it when I erased from time but waited to read it when he found out who I was he read the chapter about my death! He had no right to open that book it had my secrets in it my past my future. I ran to the library so mad and my powers were working I slammed open the doors and searched for the book I looked through so many books and finally found it. That book had everything in it I had so many memories and they all jumbled up so I had written them all in that book and now they had been read that book talked about how I watched Gallifrey burn how I was there for it all I watched the people the doctor loved die and did nothing how I watched my brothers Sam And Dean Winchester die over and over again and did nothing. The doctor came into the library and saw me

Doctor- What are you doing in here! 

Cara- You took my journal and read it you had no right. This book has my past and my future up until the day I leave for 24 years it has everything about me it tells about the people I lost it tells about the things I have done and you just read it you just read it and than put it in your library with all these other random books. You had no right to read that!

Doctor- you kept all those secrets

Cara- Really. Oh My God you keep so many secrets and I let you keep them I mean I don't even know your name!!! I call my brother the doctor! I am not in my 20's that is in there to I am in my 100's that is why I wrote all about it because I was forgetting everything I slowed down time and lived a normal life chapter 30 my wife and kids chapter 35 my wife's death chapter 36 my daughter is not human she regenerated she is a timelord. Chapter 120 the day I die or at least I leave I am sent away for 24 years and I live a human life not a good human life lots of the days in that life I want to die. Chapter 40 where I talk about you well I talk about how you changing things in time changed moments in my life but I still remember that version how before you saved Gallifrey I died on Gallifrey I went there and I fought and was killed well I regenerated and then was sent back to Earth but I looked different there is a version of my life where I lived a life with a whole other face And then other moments in times when you changed them I was eather saved or put in harms way mostly because I always chased danger truth I was there for alot of the times you saved people I was just not seen by you but that is not a bad chapter but  Oh yah and don't leave out the chapters were I watch you loose the people you love and I watch Sam and Dean die but I can't do anything because if I interfered I would die and so would our sister but why did that matter because she died a few years later. You Can't remember any of this because those are moments that I can't change and secrets that are my secrets to keep.

Doctor- you don't have to make me forget

Cara- My future scares me I don't want to leave I don't want to go I hate endings 

Doctor- that day is not the end 

Cara- I can't let you remember I am sorry but when the time comes I will tell you everything I will give you my book with all my stories. 

..... I walked up to the doctor and said I love you and thank you for saving me all those times.

... I hugged him then put my hand to his head and said...

Cara- Forget..

.... I teleported to my room with my book in my hand I had also made him forget about ever reading the book 

... I went on with my life