𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕾𝖊𝖗𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖙 ✔️

[Part 1] New Home

"WHY CANT YOU BE MORE USEFUL!" Your mom shouted at you while you were crying sitting on the floor "I don't know, I'm sorry" you replied "YOUR SORRY?! SORRY?!" She shouted back "HOW ARE YOU MY DAUGHTER WHY DONT YOU JUST LEAVE!?" She said again walking away you closed your eyes shut while tears were falling down your cheek "why.... why can't I be useful?" You said softly to yourself

(Btw this was when you were 6)

(Sometime Later)

Your mom came back to the room you were in she threw a bag at you, you looked up at her with a confusing look "leave with this" she said 'what? She's telling me to leave? Was I really that useless? ' You thought to yourself you felt more tears threatening to fall "LEAVE!" She said 'does she care about me? Doesn't seem like it.... but she packed this for me, doesn't mean that she cares she's telling me to leave after all, maybe I should leave' you thought "what are you doing still sitting there? Get off your ass and leave already!" Your mother said, you took the bag and stood up "thank you for giving me a chance to live, I will miss you" you said to your mother, you looked up at her "just leave already would ya?" Your mom said, you left the house and kept walking forward, you never knew this part of town really well because your mom always led you to wherever you went 'what happened what did I do why is she suddenly being so different she was always nice, caring and loving' you had so many questions that you wanted answered but you knew that you couldn't ask her, you couldn't go back home, so you'll just have to live a life by yourself

(Time Skip)

You slowly opened your eyes, you yawned you opened your bag and searched in it you smiled "hello mr. teddy" you said as you pulled out a teddy bear from your bag you looked around just to see where you could go, it doesn't seem like anyone cared so you knew that you were gonna have to take this trip alone you stood up and put your bag on you closed the bag and held your teddy bear close to you "let's go on an adventure mr. teddy" you smiled while talking to your teddy bear, you walked around till you saw a huge mansion you tilted your head a bit "who's house do you think that is mr. teddy?" You looked at your teddy bear "Help!" You heard from the distance you tried to find where the voice was coming from "help! Please someone help me!" You ran to where you thought the voice was coming from you put your teddy bear in your bag "ow" you took your hand out of the bag and looked at your hand you saw a little cut on it you looked at your bag and saw something shiny in it you took it out of the bag and saw that it was a knife 'she wanted me to be safe? Or rather she might have just gave me this in thinking that I would want to commit suicide' you sighed you closed the bag and held the knife in your hand you held it tight you ran to the voice saying 'help' the voice was getting louder and louder "HELP! Please help me!" You felt the persons voice trembling you looked around and saw a girl and a guy the guy was holding a gun pointing to her head she was crying still shouting for help "WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP ALREADY IF YOU DONT STOP I'LL SHOOT!" The girl stayed quiet after the guy said that you put your bag down on the floor "stay here mr. teddy" you weren't scared, weren't trembling you felt like you just had to take this guy out and everything would be fine you slowly walked to the two being careful trying not to make a sound, the guy seemed to have seen you as he looked at you and changed his target and pointed his gun at you, you stood still then the girl held the guy's wrist "she's just a kid kill me instead!" He looked at her 'now you want to die? You were just screaming for help sometime ago' you thought to yourself as the girl stood on her knees telling the guy to kill her instead you walked towards them faster and faster the guy couldn't see you as he was distracted by the girl, now you were behind the guy 'am I just going to kill him? Stab him? Cut him? What am I supposed to do? Wait.. I'll just kill him.. he brought harm to the world and he doesn't deserve to live..' you thought to yourself you didn't hesitate to kill him you held up your knife and stabbed him through the heart and you earned a little grunt from the man you took the knife out and the man fell down to the ground the woman sat there wide eyed you looked at her, then looked away starting to walk away until "thank you!" The woman said you looked at her "don't thank me I just killed someone" you replied "yes but you saved my life, are you an orphan?" She said you stood there quiet for a second "yes" you replied after a while "would you like to live with me then?" She asked, your eyes widened, you never thought you would have another family but she would leave you anyways wouldn't she? 'She'll leave me, but... atleast I'll have someone for as long as she'll stay' you thought tears were falling down your cheeks the woman looked at you confused "yes, yes I would" the girl smiled and hugged you "don't cry stay strong" you nodded and hugged her back "so what's your name?" "My name..." 'do I even have one anymore?' You thought "I don't... have one" you said of course that wasn't true but you wanted a name from someone who will actually love you "hm alright then what about y/n?" You smiled "ok" you replied (y/n = your name) "so how old are you honey?" She asked "6 years old" you replied "when is your birth- I'll ask you more questions at home heh" she smiled you smiled back you walked to your bag and picked it up the woman followed you, you looked at her and took your teddy bear out of your bag and showed it to the woman "this is mr. teddy" you said, the woman smiled "nice to meet you mr. teddy" you smiled back, you put your bag on, put your knife into your bag along with mr. teddy you didn't mind that the knife was bloody but you were scared that mr. Teddy would get cut you took the woman's hand and walk to her house with her

The end of this part thank you for reading I hope you enjoyed it the next part will be where you meet The Phantomhives well anyways thank you for reading fellow readers I hope to see you on the next part ciao 👋