𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕾𝖊𝖗𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖙 ✔️

[Part 33] My Nightmare

Authors Note
So because I cannot remember anything about the story I will just skip to when they were on the way home, ruining all the plans I wanted to set Alois in T^T but oh well it's my fault, anyways enjoy the story!

(Time Skip)

You were settling in bed in the dark room with no light on whatsoever, you would curl up into a ball as the atmosphere was cold, Sebastian on the other hand didn't sleep at all as he just watched as you peacefully slept in your bed, he slowly laid another blanket on top of you to make you feel warmer, you smiled lightly in your sleep making Sebastian smile also, as time passed you slowly started to move around your bed rustling here and there, tears slowly fell from your eyes shocking Sebastian as he looked at your face

(In Your Dreams)

You were standing in what was your house in the past, you looked around and saw no sign of life anywhere, you slowly adventured through the house that seemed haunted with no trace of sound or movement except yours "hello?" You shouted as your voice echoed through the halls "is anyone here?" You tilted your head as you finished your sentence and continued to look around, you walked straight forward then saw a little black ball on your right, you turned to see that it was the cat you found with Sebastian, you smiled lightly and crouched down, you picked up the cat and hugged it close to you as you continued to search around the house, as time passed you walked to a room with windows all over, it didn't look anything like any room you've seen in your old house, you put the cat down on the ground and looked out of the window, the ground was far from where you stood, you were in the clouds and couldn't see any buildings, houses, trees, animals, nor could you see any human beings, you couldn't sense anything either, after time a huge gust of wind blew into you pushing you back from where you stood, you sat down and curled into a ball at the cold, you sat in that same position until the cat walked towards you and go into your lap as it made itself warm and drifted off to bed, you also felt warm from this and smiled lightly, you closed your eyes for a second and stood up with the cat in your arms, it drifted off to bed and wouldn't wake up to any sounds, you looked around and continued to walk as the atmosphere slowly started to look like your mom's house again, you missed her dearly but you couldn't even think about what happened to her as tears would fill your eyes and you would feel like your living a nightmare, but although you wouldn't even think of it, you were the nightmare.

(Time Skip)

You walked around and slowly sensed the presence of a human being, you looked behind you to see your mother as you felt tears wanting to fall from your eyes, you were trembling and wanted to cry so badly "why did you leave me to die like that Alessia? I thought you were better" your mom said as you stiffened up and felt like you couldn't move or talk "ALESSIA QUINN YOU COULD HAVE SAVED ME I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY DAUGHTER, YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE LIKE THAT" she shouted at you as you felt tears falling down your cheeks "y......you told me t....to leave mother.." you said to her quietly "YOU CHANGED YOUR NAME BECAUSE YOU HATED ME, YOU LEFT BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T CARE" your mom shouted at you ignoring what you were saying, she slowly walked towards you as you took some steps back, her face started to glitch changing from her to someone that you hated with all your heart, but also was someone that you used to love, her face glitched back and forth making you unable to keep in your tears anymore "Mom please listen! I..I didn't mean to! I love you so much and I never wanted to leave you!!" You shouted as she held your shoulders "you could've saved me!!!" She shouted as she pushed you backwards making you fall into a hole that you didn't notice was there, you hugged the cat close to you not wanting it to fall and get hurt but it slowly pixelated away like it was air, your eyes widened and you were moving around in the air as you continued to fall, you finally saw the ground as you closed your eyes waiting to wake up but you felt yourself in someone's arms, you opened your eyes to see Sebastian "S..... Sebastian..?" You said gently as he placed you on the ground "you didn't have to leave me" you heard a voice from behind you as you looked to see your mother standing in front of you once again, you then looked back to see that Sebastian was no where to be found, you tried to run away but you couldn't, you looked to your mom to see that she wasn't there instead she was replaced with the thugs who beat her up and killed her, you cried then closed your eyes shut, you opened them as you felt a sharp pain through your chest, you looked down to see that you were stabbed, you coughed out blood and tears fell from your eyes.

(Back To Reality)

You bounced up from your bed and you were breathing heavily, covered in tears, you wear sweating and your eyes were all puffy and red you looked to your left and saw Sebastian as you couldn't help but hug him as you cried into his shoulder, he was shocked at first but hugged you back and comforted you "it's alright m'lady your alright now" he said as you hugged him tighter "I want to go home Sebastian" you said referring to your mothers house "home?" Sebastian asked as he pulled away from the hug and looked at you with a questionable look "I want to go home, to my mothers house, I also want to go pay my respects to her" you said as Sebastian nodded "alright m'lady, luckily we're going back to the mansion today so on the way we can stop at your mothers house and the graveyard?" He asked as you shook your head "just to her house, she was buried there anyways" you said as Sebastian nodded "alright then m'lady, you should go take a shower and get something to eat, I'll pack your bags for you while I wait for you alright?" Sebastian said as you nodded "alright" you said as you walked into the bathroom with your clothes

Sebastian watched as you walked into the bathroom as he turned around to see the cat on his bed, he smiled and stood up and rubbed it's head, he then started playing with it's paws but then remembered that he told you that he would pack your bags up for you, he quickly put the cat down giving it a kiss before hurrying to your bag