Keep Falling For You

Chapter One

Liv's POV

"I - I - I really don't think this is a good idea..." I stutter as we step inside the familiar building; I heard my best friend sigh.

"Liv.." She begins sighing as she places a hand on my right shoulder. "We are here now. So there's not much you can do. I know you're nervous but... Please? You promised! You don't even have to talk to him. We're here for Joe and the others. Alright?" She finishes taking a deep breath; boy could she say a lot in one sentence. Joe is Beth's boyfriend. Her boyfriend is Joe Sugg to be precise, I set them up. I grin as I remember that.

"Fine. But I'm here for you and no one else? Okay?"  I reply straightening out my white floral dress. It was my favourite go - to dress. "You sure she'll be fine?"  I continue biting my lip looking down at my and smiling lightly. This is the first time I've been away from her. The first time I've been away from her this long. I didn't like it one bit.

"Olivia! she'll be fine. She's with your mum who always looks after her. Trust me when I say to enjoy the next week or so?" Beth answers with a serious look on her face. "Oh look! There's Alfie and Zoe! Let's go over and say hi!" Beth gets distracted as we walk back stage to greet them.

Joe had recently given Beth two backstage passes for us both to see them all live at this thing called 'Hello World'. Beth hasn't seen Joe in a couple of months because of his touring and travelling so we are staying with them for a week. Somehow she had managed to drag me along with her. I don't know why I agreed to come. Although I was excited to see Zoe and Alfie again. I have missed them.

"Liv...Olivia?..." I hear the worry in Beth's voice bringing me back to reality, Alfie and Zoe looked worried too. "Are you okay?" She asks with a concerned look on her face as I nod looking down. I'm not usually like this. I think I'm just nervous.

"Liv..." Zoe exclaims pulling me into a hug as I laugh. "I can't believe you're actually here! It's been so long! We have so much to catch up!" It's true the last time I was planning on meeting everyone with Beth, Bell had caught a sickness bug and I really didn't want to leave her. So in the end I made up some excuse as to why I couldn't come. I hated lying to everyone, but at the moment it's the best thing.

"I know and I'm sorry... how've you been!" I quietly as I see Beth and Alfie engaged in a deep conversation. I still couldn't believe any of this washappening especially with how long it had been. Just as Zoe opened her mouth to speak, Beth squealed looking behind me. Turning around I saw Joe and Casper running up towards us; I froze.

"BETH!" Joe exclaims pulling her into an embrace as she giggles. They were such an adorable couple. "I missed you" I heard him mumble into her shoulder whilst I take a cheeky photo for later.

"So I don't get a hello?" I cheekily snicker placing one hand on my hip; taking the credit for this adorable moment.

"Of course you do! But Beth gets a hello first..." Joe tells me smirking slightly, he's always been like an older brother to me. "After all, she is my girlfriend" He finishes pecking her on the lips as I turn my head. Although they were an adorable couple seeing them all lovely dovely just reminded of all the things I didn't have. Before I knew it, I felt a warm tear fall down my cheek. Wait? Was I crying? Quickly scanning the room I noticed everyone in deep conversations. Thanks for the hello Joe? I thought. "Great." I thought awkwardly.

 I didn't belong here, of course I didn't.

 Wiping the tear away in hope of no one noticing; I slipped away.

 I needed fresh air.

This was much harder than I thought.