Keep Falling For You

Chapter 3 (Part Two)

Liv's POV

"Shoot..." I tell Casper as I sit on the familiar swings, we were pretty much sitting in the same position as to when he found me crying the other night.

"W-what do you mean shoot?" Casper stutters. I was probably being a bit too harsh on him but seriously who could blame me? We use to be so close and now he's like some other person. I'm just so confused and I don't want to risk getting hurt again. But then again why is he so nervous around me? I needed answers. 

"You know what I mean." I reply bluntly. I felt so bad right now but after everything he had put me through, I had a lot of walls up. I twisted my swing round so I was facing him. 

"I don't know where to begin." He continues to tell me looking straight into my eyes and I knew he wasn't lying. Maybe there was still a little bit of hope. 

"Start from the beginning." I sigh taking his hand and giving in. "I'll give you time. Talk to me." I say to him looking back into his eyes. I wanted to be there for him, I need to know why he left but the way I'm acting towards him, he probably doesn't want to talk to me. 

Caspar's POV

"Start from the beginning." I hear Liv sigh as she takes my hand into hers. The butterflies were still there. I felt like a little kid getting a present at christmas. 

"I'm sorry." I begin to apologies shaking my head. "I-I wanted to be there for you. I really did." I pause biting my lip as I look at her. I felt ashamed. 

"What happened?" Liv continues to asks rubbing circles into my hand. It was always something she use to do, she knew how to calm me down. She was ALWAYS there. I wasn't. 

"Management." I mumble looking down. How could I let management get in between us? It was something I had promised that wouldn't happen. 

"I'm sorry Caspar. I didn't catch that." Liv replies as I look up to see a confused look on her face. She looked cute. 

"Management." I continue as I stand up from the swing. "Management hated the idea of us two being together and they tried to split us up. They wanted to set me up with another girl. I - I was just so stressed when I flipped out on them, I went out drinking. I - Ignored all your calls." I explain, looking at her again. There was more to it and I knew she knew it too. 

"Caspar. We were together for a year and a half! A year and a half!." Liv begins to frown at me, standing up from the swing she was currently sitting on. "And you threw it all away! I-I'm sorry. I thought I could do this. I thought I could hear your side of the story. But it's just too hard." I look at her with my eyes wide. What was she saying? 

Liv's POV

"Liv... Wait!" Caspar exclaims as he grabs my hand.  I knew we weren't being to over dramatic over this, a lot has happened between us and a lot of trust needs to form again. I thought I was able to do. But I can't. I don't think  I want to hear it. Not yet anyway. "Please?" He pleads looking at me dead in the eye. I knew he was being serious. But this was happening all too soon. I didn't like. 

"I'm sorry, Caspar." Is all I reply before letting go of his hand, letting my head hang low and walking back in the direction of the hotel. Did I say walking? I ran back. 

"Liv?" I hear both Beth and Zoe shout at me as I run past the lobby, looking around I see both of the girls and all the guys standing there. Were they really waiting for me? This was too hard. I hated lying to everyone. I really wanted to go home. I needed to see my little girl. I made a mental note in my head to give a face time call when I got the chance to. 

"I can't do this." I tell Beth as I feel tears forming in my eyes as I shake my head at her. I could feel everyone's eyes on me but I didn't care. "It's too hard." There was just too many emotions running through me. 

"What happened?" Zoe asks as she places a hand on my shoulder and all I do is shake my head. 

"Wait? Where's Caspar?" Joe asks speaking up for the first time since I got here and wrapping an arm behind Beth. 

"I-I don't know. I - I kind of just ran back. I had to get away. I wasn't ready to hear why everything happened the way it did." I explain feeling really bad. I would have assumed that he was following behind me. 

"I'm going to go look for him." Joe tells us frowning looking at his phone. 

"I'll come to." Alfie steps in. Both boys give their girlfriends a hug and kiss before leaving the lobby. 

"Come on. Let's go have a girly night." Zoe cheerfully tells Beth and I as we make our way to the lift. I sigh, I just wanted to be alone tonight. I've done enough damage. 

Right, so what do you guys think?