As Zach and I headed home I began to think about how maybe it was better for me to leave. Zach grabbed my hand and looked at the road while driving. "What are you think about?". Zach asked.
I sighed before looking at him. His lips were pierced and he looked pretty concentrated for a serious conversation.
"You want me to be honest?" I broke the silence before we stopped at a red light. I pulled my hand away from his and shifted against the window pulling my knees to my chest since the ride was long.
"Yea, of course I do. I want to be there for you". He replied simply before driving again.
I ruffled my hands through my hair before becoming more frustrated. "I want to go home". I said remotely. Zach furrowed his eyebrows in anger and swerved the car around to a stop.
"What the hell Zach!" I cursed as my body slammed forward as he pressed on the breaks. His breathing began heavy as the silence broke through the car. "I should be asking you that question Cindy". He growled at me before smashing his hand against the steering wheel as it beeped.
I sat silently as the tension grew stronger. "How can you do this to me?" he started.
"How can you come into my life and be this important person, and j-just think you can leave like that?". Zach gulped before looking at me again. His hand slid against the steering wheel.
"Why would you want to deal with this, being a secret! I don't want to be a secret anymore! I don't have money. I'm getting hate and I'm a disgrace to your fame and your management!" I said raising my voice.
Zach looked at me in almost hate. That's what it felt like. The feeling of him hating me made me feel awful.
Zach sat silent for seconds more before speaking again. "You can't leave me like this Cindy. After everything we have been through and told each other. After all the fun we had, you became apart of my life. You made me a new person, a more happy person...D-don't do this to me, please. For fucks sake! I love you Cindy".
