"How can you love me Zach?" I asked as he started up the car again. "So what your saying is that you don't love me back?" He said in questioner. It was obvious he was angry because his cheeks were turning more red than unusual. I looked at him again as his hands hit the steering wheel, waiting for my respond.
"That's not what I'm saying, I just didn't want this to happen". I replied. "What to happen?" He answered piercing his lips together into a straight line. "For us to fall in love and then I don't know. What are we going to do... I fucked up Zach.. I should go home. It would make things better for not just me and you but everyone". I said. My eyes began to tear up as I thought about how much I will miss him and the group.
"No Cindy. You don't have to leave if we fix this. I'm going to help you". Zach said grabbing my hand. I gulped feeling unsure about what can happen if he got involved in the mistakes I made and I would feel terribly wrong if he was consequenced from my actions. But I don't want to leave him or everyone else.
"No, Zach. You shouldn't get involved like Jill said you shouldn't. I'm doing this because I love you too". I said. Zach eyes gazed into mine.
"And I'm helping you because I love you Cindy, why can't you accept that". He said in frustration.
Our eyes locked again as his face moved closer to mine. I pressed my lips against his and kissed him with my hands on his cheeks. "You don't have to do this Cindy. We can fix this." Zack whispered pulled my away from the kiss.
"We should get home". I murmured as he turned the engine on. "If you love me you would let me help".
