Is all of this a dream?

Chapter 8:Up, down, back around...

“Thanks.” I said with only my lips and took the hot cup of tea with both hands. I took a sip and looked at Cha closely examining me with a pout on her face. “Mi-Cha…” I sighed. “What’s wrong?” I put the cup on the coffee table and put my feet on the sofa.

“Nothing’s wrong with me. Are you hurting? What’s wrong with you?” I’ve managed to tire her out so bad. I feel sorry for her. Her flesh is sticking to her bones. According to Han, she is barely eating. Cha was in stress.

“Nothing’s wrong with me…” I looked at her distrustful face “No really, Cha. Nothing is wrong.” I was actually telling the truth. I was absolutely okay. I wasn’t even mad at Yoon. I didn’t feel any grudge or anything against him. After all the lies and everything I still only felt love for him. I truly, honestly, a bit blindly loved him. I forgave him once. My forgiveness will last forever. I have to stop thinking about him for a while. i have to take care of Mi-Cha right now. “Cha… You have to eat something. Let’s go to a restaurant. You have to stop worrying about me. I saw her nod, so I stood up and went upstairs to ask Chan if he wants to come. I walked into the room. It was so huge and so nice. I flopped on the bed next to him, laid on the side, rested my head on my arm and started running my finger around his sleeping face. It was 4 pm God damn it! “Chan. Time to wake up.” I shook him a little to wake him up. He hugged me with his teeny-tiny arms and pulled me to his chest. He patted my head.

“Marls is a little teddy bear.” He whispered and opened his eyes.

“Chan, wanna go to eat with us?” I tried to get out of his arms. Fail. Man, he is a strong for a lil’ Korean gnome thingy!

“Sure dude. I am hungry! Are you gonna stay and watch how I dress?” he stuck out his tongue and pushed the covers off of him. Oh freaking damn! Is every Korean so freaking buff?! No. I am not falling for Chan. That is forbidden. He got dressed and we walked downstairs. I forgot to mention – he was extremely tidy for a dude! When we got to the hall Mi-Cha was already wearing her coat.

“Oh, Chan’s coming too?” She seemed kind of angry.

“Yeah. Do we have a problem with that?” Chan inquired with a sour face. Cha shook her head and opened the door.

“Who the hell are you?!” I heard Mi-Cha yell out.

“Mi-Cha! She can’t speak English! She’s obviously Korean. And she’s Sook” I took a deep breath “Sook Dokko.” Mi-Cha looked at me with a terrified face which testified ‘How do you know her?’ “She’s Yoon’s girlfriend. Not ex girlfriend. But real time girlfriend.” Mi-Cha’s mouth agaped and I thought I saw steam come out of her ears.

“Manghalnom” I heard her whine through her closed mouth. I think it mean ‘mother fucker’ or something like that. Cha was barely able to stand without ripping Sook’s head off. Chan grabbed Cha on her shoulders and started to speak calmly. Sook seemed both scared and angry. I turned to Chan, he looked at me.

“She’s saying, she waited for Yoon and when he came he started yelling at her, broke up with her and kicked her out. Literally.” Yoon does love me. He wanted to end this a long time ago. I still feel bad for Sook though. He treated her so badly. Suddenly Sook’s face changed. She was angry. My eyes widened as she tackled me to the ground. She started punching me. Bitch. You’re weak. I kicked her off of me and stood up. I walked backwards, facing Sook. She jumped at me and started pulling my hair. What the hell?! Slut! We got in the middle of the street when I kicked off her again, making her trip and get a concussion. She blacked out. I was too busy looking at Sook to realize that Cha and Chan are both yelling at me. I turned my head to the right. A car was coming. Fast. I stupefied. I tried to move my muscles, but couldn’t. A tear got stuck in my eye. Bye-bye life. Bye-bye Yoon. I said my last goodbyes and closed my eyes.