I'm Sorry (shoey Fanfic)

Innocent

Shane POV

I hear sirens in the distance.

Loud claps of thunder.

I'm unable to move. I'm stiff. I wait.

Perimedics pull me out of my car. They lift me up and place me down on a stretcher. Rain drops hit me cold and hard in the face.

One of the perimedics gently open my lid and flash a bright light into each eye.

I hear a muffled voices. I slowly open my eyes looking up. Everything is blurry, unable to identify a person.

I had to ask.

Shane: Wh-whats going on?

I gently whisper.

A deep voice quickly replies.

??: Don't worry sir, your okay. Can you tell me your name?

Shane: S-Shane Yaw.

??: Okay, good. Don't worry your in good hands.

I hear more sirens, more talking and more thunder. Until I'm again lifted on my stretcher and placed in the back of a ambulance.

More chattering.

*Beep...Beep*

Everything went silent and all I could hear was the calm sound of my heart beating on the machine.

A woman's voice began to speak.

??: Sir, is there anyone we should contact?

I opened my eyes just a little.

Shane: ......Mmm......

*Beep-beep-beep*

The calm sound of my heart beat began to speed up rapidly.

??: Sir!?

I closed my eyes.

Silence.

Darkness.

Joey POV

Driving my way back home. I haven't stopped crying. I tried calming myself down before driving but it only got worse. Rain hasn't cleared up either.

My thoughts still on Shane. Wondering why he didn't show.

Sound of sirens caught my attention. I look over on the other side of the road. Police, ambulance and flipped car.

How tragic. I didn't get a good look at the exact situation. I focused on my driving.

Devastating how life could end in just a second.

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I arrived home.

I went up stairs and placed my phone and keys on my bedside table.

I stared off in the distance.

Wolf, Storm, and Lark all came up and cuddled me.

I layed my head on Wolf's tummy. I began to sob.

First Daniel, now Shane. People I thought I knew loved me, don't love me.

I slowly fell asleep.

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I wake up in the morning by my phone continuously ringing.

I grabbed my phone and checked the time.

10:44am

I was receiving many tweets from people. More than usual, since I've been gone from social media for a while.

Fans were tagging me in tweets, DMing me, and tweeting at me if I heard what happened.

I opened twitter to see what all the commotion was.

My timeline was full of tweets from Drama YouTube channels and Los Angeles News accounts.

I clicked on the most popular Los Angeles News article.

"YouTube Star Shane Dawson was in severe car crash yesterday and is now in a hospital bed...."

"...he was placed in Kaiser Permanente Los Angeles Hospital..."

"....injuries and damages are still unknown...."

"Follow for more detailed updates"

Tears began run down my cheeks.

I blamed Shane for not coming.

He was innocent. He was hurt.

I placed my face in my palms.

I rubbed my eyes

I'm so sorry, Shane.

I have to see him.