Forgotten || y.s.h/p.m.h

Part twenty seven

It was the day of our comeback and the CEO released our music video. Tons of people commented asking where Yeonjin was. All the comments about Sora replacing Yeonjin made Sora feel noticeably sad. I put an arm around her shoulder to let her know that she shouldn't feel so bad about it. Then the cycle repeated. We got a small break to relax with each other and then start working in about 4 days. I then got a text.

Minyukie
You guys did amazingly on your comeback! We should go out to eat together as a celebration, just the two of us. Would you like that?

Me
Is this a date you're asking me to?

Minhyukie
Please, consider it as so.

Me
Well, I accept Minyuk. When would you to take me on this date?

Minhyukie
Are you free anytime soon?

Me
I am free for the next three days.

Minhyukie
Tomorrow then? At 8 pm. I'll pick you up.. Well, Dongmin will drive us.

Me
You're going to make this date known?

Minhyukie
Yes I am. We deserve to be known about and not hidden.

My heart was pounding underneath my shirt. My face was flushed to the maximum and nothing seemed to hide it. The others seemed to noticed because all they did was stare at me. "Unnie? Are you sick?" Sora asked me. "Go get a warm wash cloth so we can put it on her forehead." Eunjae told Miran. Miran ran to the bathroom and ran back slapping the damp wash cloth on my forehead. "Do you feel nauseous?" Miran asked. "No." I answered. "Do you feel lightheaded?" Eunjae asked. "No." I answered again. "SHE'S DYING!" Sora yelled with tears in her eyes. "I'm not dying. I just got asked to go on a date." I stated in shock. "Who?" Sora asked. "Who asked you?" Miran followed up. "Minhyuk." I said nervously. "Really?!" Eunjae yelled in excitement. "What'd you say?" Miran asked curiously. "I said yes. We're going out to eat tomorrow at 8 in the evening." I said monotonously. "She's in shock. She needs to go lay down while we pick something for her to wear." Miran stated like a Sargent giving orders. They picked an outfit out of the clothing Sanha had paid for. My heart felt a pang of guilt. I couldn't go on a date with Minhyuk in the clothes Sanha had picked out and bought for me. "Guys, I can't go in that." I said to the group of girls frantically looking over my collection of shoes. They turned around immediately asking questions as to why. "I can't go on a date with Minhyuk in clothes Sanha picked out and bought for me. That's wrong, completely." I told them. 

"You have feelings for Sanha still, don't you?" Eunjae asked. I shrugged in response. I had no clue who I had feelings for. I did like Sanha, but that was in the past. I liked Minhyuk as well at one point, but then I didn't think I was worth of anything for him to like. I still don't believe I am worth of his liking. I pushed them out of the room quickly and locked the door once they were out. I couldn't handle the questions they wanted me to answer. I cried. And cried. And cried. And cried. And cried. I cried that whole night until the bird were chirping, signaling me that it was that long that I've been awake and crying. I got off of the floor of the room I did not share with Sora that night and unlocked the door quietly. It was about 5:47 am, so no one was awake. No one at all. I had an extreme headache and felt very nauseous. I wanted so badly to go home and I knew that I could if I wanted but I didn't want to go home and get more questions from my older brother. So I was stuck here trapping myself in my dorm room. I went to the bathroom as silently as I could. I opened the cabinet next to the sink. Inside were an amount of pills no one should have but we did. Most of the bottles were prescription and anti-depressants. I can't explain why they were there, but they definitely weren't mine. I wasn't thinking about grabbing them either. I was sad but not that sad.. I grabbed the ibuprofen and poured out one. My eyes were beyond puffy and swollen from the crying. Seeing wasn't hard but blinking hurt. It stung every time I did blink.