Torn Between Two Guys Shawn Mendes Fanfiction

Over Or No?

🌒3 weeks later🌒 I haven't talked to the guys since what went down. I drove to school. When I got there it was awkward because my friends weren't there and all three of us were separated. Shawn and Cameron stopped talking. Me and Cameron stopped talking. So did me and Shawn. None of us talk to eachother anymore. I hear my name. "Madison." I turn around and see Shawn. I turn back around and close my locker. "What Shawn?" I ask. "I'm so sorry. It wasn't my fault." He said. "I know it's mine. I kissed you. I didn't choose. And I ruined you and Cameron's friendship." I said. "You see I knew after a while you were gonna try to go after her." Said Cameron. "No I'm not and stay out of this Cameron we aren't talking to you." Said shawn. "And I'm not talking to either of you." I said and walked away. They both came after me. "Madison come on. I'm sorry." Said Shawn. "Look I forgive you." I said. "Great." "What about me?" Asked Cameron. "I forgive you two." "Great." "But it's never gonna be the same. We can't have these side conversations. You liked me and so did you and I liked both of you two. But I have to put that behind me. Shawn we kissed and Cameron it was an accident. You fought him over me. Some stupid girl. I ruined your friendship and that's why it can't be that way anymore." I said. "You aren't just some stupid girl." Said Shawn as he took my hand. "You're Madison. You're beautiful, smart, funny, kind, and all the guys want you." He said. "Thanks but it's not true. You guys say that because you want it to be the same. I'm a just a stupid girl that you guys fought over because you liked me." I said as I pulled my hand out of his. "No Madison stop saying that it's true." Said Cameron as he grabbed my face. "Stop Cameron stop both of you I know what and who I am. I should know it's me." I said as I moved away from Cameron and Shawn. "I got to go." I said. I walked away and went to my car.

I went to the little bench at the top of the hill and I didn't care about school right now. I hear my name after a while. "Madison." I turn around. "Shawn? How do you know I was here?" "I kinda figured you'd be here." He said. "Shawn please go." I said. "I can't Madison I like you." He said. "Shawn... I... I -I can't." I said. "Can't what love me?" He asked. "I can't be with you. It'll make things worse between you and Cameron." "Madison please..." He said taking my hand and sitting next to me. "Please I'm not saying to be with me. Nothing can ruin our friendship. Remember?" He said. "Yes... I do Shawn but-" I was cut off. "But what? I'm saying if we can just forget about what happened?" He asked. "I don't know Shawn. I need to talk to Cameron still."I said. "Talk to me about what?" Asked Cameron walking out behind us. "Cam look the kiss was an accident. I didn't try to let it go that far." Said Shawn. "Cameron he just said all the right stuff at te right time it lead me in so I kissed him. He didn't kiss me I kissed him." I said. "Cam I'm sorry. Bro can we put that behind us and forget about everything that happened?" Asked Shawn. "Yeah. We can." Said Cameron. "That's good that you guys are friends again. I should go tho. The girls have been blowing up my phone." I said getting up. "Where are you going we never said that we don't want to be friends." Said Cameron. "But I ruined everything." I said. "No it was our fault we fell for you and we let it get in the way of our friendship. But Mads we want to be friends." Said Shawn. "If you decide who then possibly maybe more." Said Cameron. "Cameron!" Said Shawn "Ok." Said Cameron. "No but seriously things can be however you want then to be. If you just wanna be friends. Or if you choose one of us then we could be more. Or it could go back to the way it was. It's all up to you Mads." Said Shawn. "Well I want to be friends. And I do still like both of you. We could go back to the way it was. If it's ok with you two." I said. "That's fine with me." Said Cameron. "Yeah me to." Said Shawn. "Ok great but only one condition. Say if Cameron and I were to kiss, Shawn you can't get mad. And Cameron if Shawn and I were to kiss you can't get mad either. I'm not going to kiss you though but if it was an accident like last time then you can't get mad. Deal?" I said hopefully. "Deal." They both said. "Ok well my phone really us blowing up by the girls so I got to go." I said. I got up and drove to school.

"Hey where have you been?" Asked Samantha. "Oh I was with Cameron and Shawn." I said. "The guys that fought over you? Why?" Asked Ari. "We decided to put that behind us and move foward. We're going back to the way it was." I said. The girls stood quiet. "Have you decided anyone yet?" Asked Bianca. "Well I've been leaning more to one person but then the other one evens it out by something they do." I said. "Oooh so who are you leaning more towards." Asked Ari. I saw Cameron and Shawn walking to school. I smiled and turned to the group and whispered who it was. "Aaahhh really I thought you were going to pick -" "Shut up they're coming." I said "Hey Maddie." Said Cameron. "Hi." I said. "You wanna be my partner for the project." Asked Shawn fast. "Yeah sure." I said. "Dude no fair I was gonna ask her that." Said Cameron. "You have to be faster then." Said Shawn. I laughed. " I'll see you at your house afterschool Shawn." I said. "Yeah ok." Said Shawn. I walked away with the girls.

School was over and I drove to Shawn's house. I knocked on the door and Aaliyah answered it. "Hi Madison." Said Aaliyah giving me a hug and letting me in. "Hey Aaliyah." I said. "Where's Shawn?" I asked. "He's upstairs in the study room." Said Aaliyah. "Ok thanks." I said as I walked upstairs. As soon as the door opened Shawn looked up. "Hey Maddie." Said Shawn. "Hey Shawnie." I said. I sat down next to him. "Ok so no more of you telling me why you like me that's what makes me want to kiss you and it always seemed to happen here." I said. He laughed. "Ok I'll try." He said. "That's gonna be hard though." He said. "Fine Shawn then I'll just act like a total jerk." I said. "Oh I wanna see this." He said. "Shut up." I said and pushed him off his chair. I started laughing and so did he. I got up and tried to help him up. He pulled me down. We started laughing. I was about to get back up. "No no stay down here for a little while longer." He said grabbing my arm. "No Shawn c'mon we have to get started." I said getting up. "Fine" he said as he got up to and sat next to me.