January 17th, 2015
It's all too much. Jamie. Geoff. Stupid rumours. Bullying. Grounding. Life is just too complicated. Sometimes it's hard to stop myself from sneaking Geoff's gun and-BOOM-pulling the trigger and ending it all.
I never thought I would have this problem. Depression. Self-harm. Suicidal thoughts.
This is all just too much though. It happened so quickly and suddenly, one minute I was happy and the next, I wasn't.
This isn't how things are supposed to be, I know it. And since this isn't how things are supposed to be, I can't just end it when I know it'll get better.
Right?
Ari
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Dear Diary
FanfictionIf you found a diary on a bench in a park with absolutely no one around, would you read it? Most people would, to try and find a name or something that they could use to return it to they owner. Other people might just be being nosy, but that's rude...
