May 14th, 2015
Hey.
They've told me that I'll be out of here by tomorrow. They've also lied about many things.
"You'll get better soon."
"You'll see Niall soon."
"You'll get out of here soon."
Ugh.
I hate the antidepressants. I don't feel like me when I'm on them. I feel like, I don't know, like it's still my body and I'm still aware of everything that's going on, but I'm not actually controlling my body or my mouth or my brain.
I tried not eating once, but I was so hungry by 12 that I soon gave in and are, once again being put under the "peaceful" pill.
The pill lasts for about... Hmm, well, I'm served breakfast at 8 and it wears off at 11:45, and then I'm served lunch at 12, and that one lasts until 4:45, and I eat supper at 5, and that lasts until 11:45, and I'm expected to be in bed by 12, or else they send Tallie in with a drug that puts me to sleep.
So, with that said, the pill lasts from 3 hours to 6 hours.
I can't wait to get out of here.
Ari
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