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May 3rd, 2015

Hey.

I've got nothing to do in here.

They've already moved me to the new, "better" hospital. Apparently I'm a danger to the other patients, which is absolute bull, if you ask me, which no one does.

My new room is bigger than the other one, but it's worse, if that's even possible. It's one of those padded rooms that completely insane people have. I'm not completely insane, I don't need one of these! The room is soundproof, and it has cameras in every corner of the room.

If I want to go to the bathroom, I have to press a button to call my new nurse, Tallie. Then she takes me to a public bathroom, and I hate those.

Tallie says they're coming up with something to help me, but she won't tell me what it is, which makes me anxious. I think it's either therapy sessions or pills, both of which I'd rather not have.

All I want is to hang out with Niall. But I can't. Visitors aren't allowed, since this is, like, some kind of secretive hospital that only the worst mentally stable patients come to.

Apparently they think I'm not mentally stable just because I attacked Geoff. I'm 100% mentally stable, and attacking Geoff felt good.

Ari

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