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May 6th, 2015

Hi.

I now know what the big thing Tallie was talking about. Extra-special antidepressant pills. I found one yesterday morning along with my breakfast. Only one. They're scared that if they give me an entire bottle, I'll down it.

That's laughable. They treat me like I'm more fragile than I actually am.

I didn't take the pill, of course. I opened the tiny window that I'm allowed to have and chucked it. The window's not not nearly big enough for me to fit through. Darn.

Tallie came in later on, asked if I took the pill. I lied, of course, said I had taken it. She acted like she believed me, but the doubt was there, I saw it.

I had another pill this morning. I chucked it again. They probably already know I'm not taking the pills; they've most likely seen the videos from the cameras in my room by now.

Whatever. They can't force me to take them. I'm stubborn that way.

Ari

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