OCD

Wake up?

Naomi's POV

It has been 2 and a half months since I attempted suicide, its already school winter vacations so Cara and Lea spend time here in the hospital, people from school have comed including teachers, they give me balloons or teddy bears. One of my best friends comes everyday and reads me a quote, sometimes she cries and lays beside me.

I heard the doctors the other day talking, they said that if I didn't wake up in a few weeks they would have to disconnect me, which means I will die.

Do I really want to die?, this is why I'm here in the first place I committed suicide. I remember a few weeks after I was diagnosed with OCD I felt like I wanted to die, that feeling hasn't really left since.

A few weeks ago I started this thing where I basically count votes on why I should stay and why I shouldn't, right now they are 12-16 so leaving is my best option, I'm just tired of being in a coma, I need to pick one to know what is going to happen.

Cara's POV

I have felt horrible this few months, knowing that I made my sister kill her self is devastating.

I entered her room and sat beside her, she looked so pale and lifeless, there was a big tube going into her mouth to let her breathe, it just looked painful.

"Look I know your mad at me" I said grabbing her hand.

"But you need to wake up, everyone will be miserable without you" I said and tears started to form in my eyes imagining how it would be.

"You are so important to everyone, and I'm very sorry for what I said, of course I didn't mean that we were just mad and I said stupid things instead of helping you feel better" I said and looked at her firmly.

"Please...I promise I will be beside you every second and supporting you in whatever you need" I said looking for a response in her.

"Or if you don't want me to be with you that's okay, you have Lea, Jacob, Jesse, mom and dad, your friends... please" she suddenly squeezed my hand.

"Oh my god" I pressed the button for the doctors and  a nurse came in rushing.

"What's wrong" she said worriedly.

"She just squeezed my hand" I said with a shocked face.

"Really?" she said grabbing the stethoscope.

"Yes!" I said excitedly.

"Her heart is beating a little faster, I'll go get the doctor" she said with a smile.

The doctor came in and told me to go to the waiting room.

I told my parents, Lea, and Chelsea what happened they were all asking me questions at the same time.

"One at a time" I said loudly.

"What did the doctor said?" mom asked first.

"Her heart is beating faster" I answered.

"Anything else?" Lea asked.

"No, they basically kicked me out after the doctor came in" I said a little annoyed.

"Okay, the let's just wait for the doctor to come" Chelsea said.

We all sat down and waited anxiously for some news.

"Not to be mean but, what are you doing here Chelsea?" I asked since she was supposed to be taking care of Jessie and Jake.

"Your aunt Madeleine is taking care of them" she said and I just nod my head.

------1 hour later

"She woke up" the doctor came into the waiting room.

The whole waiting room went silent.