OCD

Plane disaster

Naomi's POV

I woke up to sudden shaking and Lea telling me to wake up.

"Naomi do you have your seatbelt on?" She said and I could barely hear her, my mind started driving me crazy.

What is happening?, I'm going to die, why was I asleep?, it's all my fault. I always do everything wrong, the plane is going down because of me.

I covered my ears hopping I could shut out my thoughts. "Stop it" I said and Lea turned to see me.

"What's wrong?" She asked with a concerned look.

"I-I can't b-breathe" I stuttered.

"Calm down everything's fine, the plane was just shaking a bit but we're okay" she said rubbing my back as I tried my breathing technique.

I started to calm down and I had the urge to do some of my rituals so I started with the table in front of me opening and closing it 6 times and then I did the same thing with the window and the armrest until I felt comfortable.

My anxiety hadn't come up in some days and I thought I was better but now it's coming up again.

Lea just watched me go trough my little panic attack and I hope she doesn't get scared of how I behave or think I'm weird.

"I'm sorry" I said resting my head on her arm.

"It's okay baby girl, I'm here for you if you want to talk" she said and I thanked her.

We landed on L.A and went into the airport to grab our bags and head to Lea's new home.

"Let's go" Lea said and grabbed my hand because of all the people at the airport.

We walked into a car waiting for us and headed home where Lea's cat and dogs already where at.

We got home and got our bags in, I was mesmerized at the beauty house that was in front of me. It was a beautiful white house with a lot of window, and I could see the pool on the back.

Lea opened the gate and we entered, her car was parked inside and we entered the house only to see the dogs wagging their tails and jumping up and down.

"Hi my little loves, I missed you" Lea said to them and I took my bags upstairs and left them in the upstairs living room.

I went downstairs and started exploring the house and saw Kiara in the couch (the cat).

"Hi Kiara" I said and pet her.

I started from the kitchen, it was a beautiful white and gray kitchen with an island in the middle and she had all of her baking things out.
I went to the living room which was connected to the dining room and there was a huge glass door that looked out to all of the backyard.

The backyard was definitely my favorite place, had a huge pool and a jacuzzi, it had a trampoline and a island in the corner with a shade.

The dogs came running to me and I greeted them.
"Hi Lucy and Piper" I said and Lea came from inside.

"Food is ready" I went inside.

"Can I just go see my room?" I asked her because I couldn't wait.

"Of course, let me take you" she said and we went upstairs.

"So this door is my room and the one across is yours" she said and I walked a hallway and got to my room I opened the door and I instantly loved it.

"So I painted it a light shade of gray and I know you love mint and white so those are the theme colors" Lea said and I hugged her.

"Thank you Lea" I said and went on my bed.

"I love it" I said and walked into my closet and  and it had a door which went to my bathroom.

It had a balcony that was opened by a huge glass door and it looked out to the pool.

"You ready for food now?" Lea asked and I went to eat, excited for my new house with Lea.