W A R N I N G
this chapter gets a bit rapey. if you dont want to read it, i'll put a summary at the bottom for you to read so youre not totally lost :)
"c-corey?"
the boy chuckled, continuing to press sloppy kisses to dan's neck. "hello baby, how are you?"
the smell of alcohol on corey's breath hit dan like a truck. the boy was sixteen, how the hell did he manage to get his hands on liquor? dan pushed corey away, sitting up and staring at him with wide eyes. his face and neck were flushed bright pink, and he looked back at dan with glossy eyes, a stupid smirk on his face. dan sighed heavily, moving his hair out of his face. so much for getting a good night's sleep.
"wh-what are you d-do-doing here?" he asked.
"i wanted to see my boyfriend, is that a crime?" corey's hand came up to stroke dan's cheek. "and i was bored, but that isn't important."
"c-corey, y-you're drunk, and-d it-t-t's nearly m-midn-night. c-couldn-t you w-wait unt-til t-tomorrow?" dan hissed, pushing corey's hand away.
"dan," corey breathed, taking dan's hand and intertwining their fingers. "i love you so much. do you know that?"
dan hesitated. did he know? corey said it a lot, but he had never really thought much about it, nor did he say it back. he knew corey at least cared about him, and in those rare moments when dan's stutter disappeared - when he was talking excitedly about something, or yelling angrily at crash bandicoot - he was ecstatic for dan. he was always worried about dan, especially since the laser tag thing. instead of being suspicious, he was concerned. maybe that was love.
"y-yes, i kn-know." he whispered.
"why don't you ever say it back, dan?" they both knew the answer to that question. maybe corey didn't know it consciously, but the answer was there, swimming in the back of his mind. for dan, however, the answer was present every minute of every day. he knew for a fact why he never said it, but he wouldn't tell corey. when dan didn't answer immediately, tears filled corey's eyes. his bottom lip quivered, and he smiled sadly. "please let me kiss you."
dan nodded. "of course. always."
corey surged forward, locking his lips with dan's. dan nearly fell back due to the force of the kiss, but he caught himself just in time. corey's arms found their way around dan's waist, and dan's hands landed around corey's neck. his fingers twirled the hair at the base of his neck as he melted into the kiss. dan wanted it to be slow, but corey rushed things, pushing dan onto his back. dan tried pulling back to tell corey to slow down, but corey only pressed his lips harder to dan's.
"c-corey," dan mumbled against his lips.
corey ignored his boyfriend, running his hands up dan's chest. dan grabbed them, moving them to the bed on either side of them. "s-st-stop, corey." dan pushed on his chest, but corey was like a dead weight on top of him.
the kiss finally stopped, but only so corey could move his lips down dan's neck, leaving wet kisses in his wake. his hands slithered up dan's shirt, making him squirm. he turned his head to make him stop, but corey just moved to the other side of his neck, biting softly as his nails dragged down his sides.
"corey, i t-told you to s-st-stop, so st-t-top." dan whimpered, trying again to push corey off. instead of refusing to move, corey pinned dan's hands above his head and rolled his hips into dan's, a small noise erupting from the back of his throat.
tears pricked dan's eyes. this wasn't fucking happening. all he wanted was to be sleeping peacefully, not on the verge of being raped by his boyfriend. oh god, was corey really going to take dan's virginity like this?
corey's lips found dan's once again, but instead of being soft and loving, the kiss was rough, and it only scared dan more. corey bit his lips harshly before prying them apart with his tongue, making himself familiar with the inside of dan's mouth.
dan thrashed his legs, unable to move his arms and unable to speak. in a stroke of luck, his knee made contact with corey's groin and the kiss immediately stopped, a groan leaving the boy's mouth. with his hands now free, dan pushed corey off of him and onto the floor.
"get the f-fuck out of my house," dan seethed, ignoring the tears staining his cheeks.
corey jumped up, one hand still resting over his crotch, and started toward dan. "dan, baby, i'm so sor-"
"get out!" dan sobbed. "wait until you're fucking sober before you try coming near me again!"
corey nodded silently, scurrying toward the window and climbing out of it, disappearing from dan's sight in an instant. dan covered his mouth with shaking hands to quiet his cries. he dragged himself into the bathroom and stripped his clothes off, making the water as hot as it would go and standing under it.
he scrubbed his body red and raw for nearly an hour before he deemed himself exhausted and stepped out, wrapping his towel around his shoulders and walking back to his room. he dried his hair half-heartedly and collapsed onto his bed, not bothering to put on his clothes. dan pulled the duvet to his chin and curled into a ball, forcing himself to close his eyes. corey's words echoed in his mind, determined ti be the last thing he heard before he fell asleep.
i love you so much. do you know that?
no, corey. i don't think i do, anymore.
S U M M A R Y
okay so corey is super drunk and he asks why dan never says that he loves corey.deep down, corey knows the answer (dan doesn't really love him) and he gets real sad n asks dan to kiss him. dan says yes, of course and corey takes it a bit too far, grinding, pinning dan's arms, etc. dan manages to stop him and kicks him out. he takes a shower in an attempt to wash away the filth corey left on him and he falls asleep with corey's words, "i love you so much. do you know that?" swirling in his brain, and he's really starting to doubt it.
OKAT THATS IT IT'S 4 IN THE MORNING ILL UPDATE ONCE MORE AFTER I GET SOME REST LOVE YOU BYE
