pilots
i was thinking - cause it seems to be a silly trend on here and i'm desperate for love and validation - should i do an author reveal? so u can put a face to the name that is hxe-seok (i had to look myself up because i forgot what my user was hello i'm grace i don't know what the fuck i'm doing)
let me know !!!!
edit: this is unedited and awful im sorry in advance
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the first red flag on dan and corey's relationship should have been that night in dan's room. dan should have suspected when he didn't hear from corey for nearly two weeks after watching him climb out of his bedroom window. in all honestly, dan should have called everything off that night, but he refrained telling himself that corey's actions were nothing but a drunken accident. but he felt like an idiot for ignoring the biggest red flag named elliott carder.
the first time dan saw corey after the incident, corey brought someone with him. a short boy with green eyes and curly brown hair who practically hung off corey's arm. he stuck his hand out and introduced himself with a big smile, but dan only eyed him, nodding to acknowledge his presence. corey texted him that night, telling him he needed to stop being jealous because elliott was 'just a good friend'. dan nearly laughed, almost asking why he'd never heard of elliott if he and corey were so close.
the time corey and dan spent together decreased drastically while corey's relationship with elliott only increased. dan knew he shouldn't feel jealous; after all, as all of this was happening, he had gotten phil off twice in the bathroom of reagan's house at two in the morning. he was still bitter, however, and would go days without speaking to corey. in return, corey never tried speaking to him.
dan had refrained from telling anyone about what had happened all those nights ago that had caused the deterioration of their relationship, leaving reagan hopelessly confused.
"are you and corey going through a rough patch, dan?" she would ask. "whatever it is, i'm sure you'll get over it. you were both so smitten with each other not too long ago."
phil, on the other hand, wasn't concerned at all. the fact that dan had initiated their next kiss was good. when he hadn't stopped phil when his hands slid under the waistband of dan's pants was even better news to phil. he didn't feel like ruining things, as he didn't know how long this burst would last, so he didn't bother to ask.
dan could slowly feel himself losing his sanity. every moment of eye contact he had with phil made him squirm, yet every look corey avoided made dan want to curl into himself and cry.
he had been a whore, hanging off of phil's every word, hearing his own name fall from phil's lips as dan kissed his neck. and at the same time, he waited desperately for corey to come back and tell him he loved him.
he was falling apart.
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this is short and awful but wattpad deleted my draft for this chapter and i didn't have the energy to really write for a while. i have a crazy life, no shit. i can't write all of the time.
