Kiwi ⇝ Lashton ✓

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Luke Hemmings

I was nervous to tell Arzaylea about the appointment, I was sure why but my nerves were acting up.

From: Ashton
You've got this Lu (-:

I smiled at my phone and it's like all those nerves were gone.

I was waiting for Arzaylea to finally come back home after a couple days again. I called into work again so I could talk to her and we could go to the appointment.

She walked in and the tension in the room rose through the roof. I fiddled with my hands before calling her over.

I sat her down and scratched the back of my head, "We need to talk about us..."

"What wrong with us?" She said as if this past month never happened.

"Arz, you literally walked out on me three times in the past month and that has never happened once in our 3 year relationship," I tried to keep my cool and not just completely blow up on her.

"I think we're fine. It happens to every couple." She shrugged, "We'll be fine after the baby and after we get married."

"You're telling me i'll have to wait another 4 months before maybe things go back to normal?"

She just nodded and didn't even look phased by the conversation we were having.

"You know you've changed a lot this past months. You're not the same Arzaylea i fell in love with a couple years ago..."

"And? People change Luke, nobody stays the same." She rolled her eyes, "I think we're fine and we will be in the long run."

"This is such an unhealthy relationship..."

"What did you say?" She got offended and stood up, "This is not unhealthy."

"This is very unhealthy, the fact that you don't even give a shit about us makes it even worse. That's why we're going to couples therapy."

"Oh because some random stranger is going to help us get better?"

Didn't she? I'm.. okay then.

"You literally wanted me to go to therapy for myself, which is talking to some random stranger in hopes of getting better."

"Exactly, 'in hopes' Luke." She huffed and crossed her arms, "But since you think this is such an 'unhealthy relationship' let's go talk to this random stranger i guess."

It was really upsetting honestly, the only relationship that i actually felt something in was turning into a mess. The only person that I loved was making me lose my mind and making me sad.

We went to the appointment and the whole ride there and walking into the building was silent. It was so silent that you could hear a pin drop.

"Luke and Arzaylea?" Someone called us back and we followed the young man, "Couples therapy with Dr. Hood am i correct?"

"I don't know, he's the one who scheduled this dumbass bullshit." Arzaylea groaned and had her arms crossed.

"That's correct," I said a little quietly.

We made it to a room and then we're sat down on a couch in front of the "Doctor.""

He asked us questions about our relationship, how it went, and how it's been going to start it off.

But then he hit me with a, "Well do you guys still love each other?"

"I love her a lot." I said confidently, "I love you Arzaylea."

She didn't say a word and Dr. Hood was just staring at her waiting for her to at least say something.

"I have something to confess."

"Hopefully that you love him too or else this will be awkward."

She shook her head, "Luke I'm seeing someone else, and i'm not having your baby..."

[ i'm sorry for such a shitty chapter ))-: ]