Kiwi ⇝ Lashton ✓

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Luke Hemmings

"Ashton I don't want to leave you," I frowned after coming back from an important meeting with my manager, "I can't leave you and Ethan for 3 months."

"Lu, it's your job." Ashton told me, "You have to go."

"But i want you to come with me."

"Luke i'm not going to quit my job to come on tour with you." He said sternly.

"I would quit mine for you that's sad that you wouldn't do the same."

"No what's sad is that you're going to take everything i fucking worked my ass off and just throw it down the drain like no big deal. I lost so much sleep working to be where i am, know what you did? You just naturally are great at what you do. Not everyone can be mr. perfect Luke." He was getting pissed and making me feel bad, "I'm not quiting my job and that's final."

"Then I guess i'm not touring." I shrugged.

"So you're going to make all the people who spent there hard earned cash on tickets for you disappointed? That's disappointing to hear from you. You act like shit is going to change if you leave for a few months. News flash it won't. I love you and only you nobody is going to ever replace that spot. Ethan is going to be the same little boy he is now when you come back just a few months older. We're still going to be in this exact same house in this disgusting city. Nothing is going to change. I'm getting really tired of arguing with you over this. You're going on tour and i'm staying here with my job that's final."

Ethan walked between Ashton and I with a book in his hand trying to hand it to Ashton, "Get your head out of your ass Luke or things will change in a bad way."

He picked up Ethan carrying him to his room to probably read him the story.

I sighed realising he was right. After the few months i'd come back and things would be the same but i just didn't want to leave. I haven't left Ashton alone since my trip out here months ago. I've become such a clingy bitch.

"Fuck," I mumbled to myself and put my head in my hands.

The night rolled around and my dumbass still try to convince Ashton to come along with me.

"You don't even have to quit your job. Just ask for time off."

"That looks super bad and they'll probably cut my hours which means less money." He huffed, "Can you just leave it alone? Damn i'm really tired of hearing you bitch over this."

I just sighed and he got up immediately, "I'm going out."

"Alone?" He nodded and my lips went down showing a frown, "That's not a good idea. Not in L.A."

"You don't control me. I'll do what I want."

I just sat on the couch sadly watching him gather somethings to leave.

"When will you be back?"

"I don't know."

"Just text me."

"Maybe."

"I love-" But he left before i could finish and i sat on the couch in a ball.

Ethan woke up from his nap instantly coming out to where i was.

"Where papa?" The 1 and a half year old asked.

"He just went out for a little bit." I pulled him on my lap and kissed his forehead holding him close to me, "I love you Ethan."

"Lub you dada." He giggled at me and snuggled against my chest while I turned on sponge bob for him.

And that's how i spent the rest of the night, because Ashton never showed back up that night.

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