Kiwi ⇝ Lashton ✓

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[another fucking update look at me go ]

Luke Hemmings

My whole world just stopped turning right in front of my own two eyes. It just... froze... I froze... I didn't know what to say back to that. I usually am a strong man but since I have been emotional the past week it made it easier for me to breakdown again.

My eyes weld up with tears threatening to spill.

"...i'm seeing someone else and i'm not having your baby."

The words repeated in my head a million times. It's like it was permanently there now.

"Arz... I... Am I not good enough for you or something?" I bite my lip and kept the tears back, "How long have you been seeing someone else?"

"It's been 9 months..." She said, "Luke you're amazing but... I don't know we just don't click anymore like we use too."

"9 months?" I said in shock, "I proposed to you during one of those 9 months... why did you accept the proposal if you were seeing someone else?"

"You were so happy, everything you did was so perfect and amazing and I would have hated to say no." She frowned, "I didn't want to upset you."

"I would have taken a no then, than rather be going through this now. But when did you find out it wasn't my baby?"

"I had a DNA test done with the person i'm seeing... because i wasn't sure who's it was. The other person knows i'm with you... but isn't really mad about it since you and i aren't really intimate anymore."

"That's why you slowly became less and less touchy with me.." I looked down at my lap, "But you never answered my first question... am i not good enough for you?"

"Luke, you are an amazing person. You have such a kind heart and anyone is lucky to be with you. You and I though, i don't think it's meant to be. It's a one sided relationship, you love me but I just don't feel it anymore... You're going to find someone else i promise Lu. Someone who loves you as much as you love me if not more." She looked me right in the eye, "Don't ever think you weren't good enough because you treated me in the best way possible..."

I nodded but still didn't feel good about it, "I just hope whoever this person is treats you right."

That was my last words to her before I walked out and called Ashton. I remembered while it was ringing that he was at work and probably wouldn't answer but I tried anyways.

I got no answer and just sent him a quick message.

From: Lu 💙
call me when you get off work please. it's important.

I gave Arzaylea a ride back to the apartment and she started packing her things. I helped since she was pregnant and had a hard time with somethings. Also she shouldn't be lifting heavy things with a human growing inside her.

Just because she did that to me doesn't mean i was going to be a shitty person to her. As much as i wanted to be, i would have felt too bad about it.

"That's the last box," I told her placing down the heavy box in front of the door.

"Thank you Luke." She smiled and put her hand on her rounded stomach, "I really appreciate it."

"Its just the way i was raised," I shrugged, "You can thank mama hemmings."

"I'm going to miss her, she was so sweet." Arzaylea pouted, "But she's probably going to hate me after you tell her what i did."

"Probably, she's super over protective." I laughed a little.

"He's here, we should take them to his car." She looked at her phone and grabbed a light box.

I nodded and started bringing out the boxes while he also helped. The boy had brunette fluffy, curly hair, was about my height, and also wore glasses. Also not to mention this boys voice was super high and kind of annoying.

"Thanks man for helping." He went to shake my hand and I just shook my head.

"Not an issue." I spoke keeping my hands to myself, "Also, if you ever hurt her just know i'm coming after you."

"Don't worry she's in safe hands." He looked intimidated and just gave me an awkward smile, "Anyways we're going to head out now..."

I just waved and made my way back inside not saying a word to them. I looked around at the photos on the walls and it was hitting me hard that she was leaving me.

I was going to need to move soon and start fresh after this.

I started taking down the picture frames and pulling out the photos inside of them. Leaving them empty.

Funny how i related so well to those picture frames...

After i finished up with at least half of the photos my phone started going off and i was praying it was Ashton.

I was smiling because i was right and as soon as i answered that call, i suddenly didn't feel like those picture frames anymore.

[ how do y'all like this story so far? too slow? too fast? i need honest feedback so i can fix it if you guys don't like it lol! but i hope y'all are enjoying, i've got maybe 5-6 more chapters under my sleeves right now but maybe 10 more?? like idk mans. ok i'm done sorry now ]