Kiwi ⇝ Lashton ✓

☀︎ 18 ☀︎

[ the set up of this couch area is kind of how i picture it in Luke and Ashton's apartment ] 

Luke Hemmings

Ashton and Arzaylea seemed to be getting along actually pretty well to the point where it scared me.

I awkwardly was to the side sitting on the floor playing with Ethan and Alyssa. Alyssa was Arzayleas baby and Alyssa was annoying. Wonder who she got that from.

I took Ethan away from her and sat closer to Ashton. I just wanted his attention but I didn't want him to get upset if i interrupted the conversation.

I looked at him while he spoke and i didn't really realise i was staring at him. The only thoughts running through my head were, how is he so beautiful, where was he sooner in my life, i love everything about him. I loved how when he smiled or laughed his deep dimples showed. I loved how the way his nose crinkled naturally when he spoke sometimes and how his eyes lit up so bright when he was talking about something he was passionate about.

"Lu," Ash said taking me out of my day dream, "You were staring."

"Just admiring you love." My response made him turn a bright shade of red and he rolled his eyes at me playfully.

"I can see it in your eyes that you're in love with him." Arzaylea said smiling at us, "This is so cute."

"Unlike you with me apparently." I laughed a little only to get a light smack on the back of the head, "Hey."

"That's not nice Lulu," Ashton told my sternly.

"Okay sorry daddy," I said sarcastically earning a glare from him.

"I'm not the daddy, you are duh."

"Dada!" Ethan yelled and laughed at us.

"See even Ethan agrees." Ashton giggled at the small baby, "What about papa?"

"Dada!" His little legs kicked a little and he held onto my shirt.

"One day," Ashton pouted at the boy and then kissed his forehead.

Ethan then started babaling random things which soon turned into whining. I quickly made him a his bottle from the diaper bag. I warmed his bottle slightly and began to feed the tiny hungry human. His eyes closed as he drank the formula.

"So you guys couldn't breastfeed for anything for him could you?"

"I mean endless i secretly have boobs no," Ashton laughed.

Ethan was fast asleep in my arms after i burped him. When i tried to lay him in his carrier he held onto my shirt as tight as he could which was actually super adorable.

"Ash I wanna go home." I whined and pouted at him.

"Okay cmon babe, nice to talk to you Arzaylea." Ashton hugged her and i gagged.

"I'm not hugging you until you bleach your whole body now."

That made them two laugh a little but i was deadass serious.

I had a hard time getting Ethan into his car seat because everytime i set him down he cried until i picked him up again.

I finally gave up and just let him cry the whole car ride home which was super painful.

Once we got home he stopped his crying since i had picked him up again.

"I have the night shift tonight," Ashton told me while changing into his scrubs, "I won't be home until probably 8 in the morning."

I nodded, sad that i wouldn't get to cuddle with my boyfriend while i slept tonight or even wake up with him next to me.

I think he had realise I was sad about it because he instantly came over to me and hugged me tightly. He peppered his lips all over my face leaving tiny wet kisses everywhere.

"I need to provide for this family Lu."

"I know i know, i understand." I sighed just wanting him to next leave my side again.

After he left i put the now awake Ethan in his jumper. Ethan loved being in his jumper because of all the random noises he got to make while on it.

I was getting bored already with Ashton so i pulled out my old guitar from the closet. I wondered even if the old thing worked or if i even knew how to play anymore.

I thought back to what i could remember and i instantly remembered that i knew which was Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's. A cheesy yet wonderful song. I strummed some of the chords and that caught Ethan's attention quickly.

I sang a little while strumming the guitar while made Ethan smile and become interested in what i was doing.

I set up my phone camera and started the song again. Ethan made some noises in the background that were absolutely adorable.

"It's worth a shot." I said starting to upload my video to youtube.

I shared it with some family and went back to messing with Ethan.

Little did i know that next morning, that video would hit a million videos over night.

[ sorry but i live for talented luke
also me: where am i taking this story?? idk tbh]