Justin's pov:
I wake up and look at my phone. It's 8:30 am. It's already Sunday? I slept through the rest of Saturday and the whole night. Ugh tha just proves I have no life. I wish I had friends from school. Anyway I also see 2 text messages. I see the one from my mom first.
Mom: I went to work this morning so I left you some money on the counter if you want food.
Me: Ok thanks
Then I see one from Raegan.
Raegan: Hey Goodmorning
Me: Goodmorning. Sorry I fell asleep yestarday morning and just got up 🤦
Raegan: Oh wow. Are you okay you seemed kind of rushed yestarday when you had to leave?
Me: Yea everything is fine.
That was lie. I'm depressed and still tired from sleeping like 20 hours at one time.
Raegan: Ok do you wanna FaceTime? I'm bored.
Me: Sure.
I lay on bed on my stomach and he calls me on FaceTime. I answer and see his adorable face. Ughhh!
Raegan: Hey Jay!
Me: Hi Rae
Raegan: I'm bored
Me: Same. I'm still tired
Raegan: How you slept so long?
Me: I know I don't know why.
Raegan: Do you want me to go so you can sleep. I don't wanna bother you I mean-
Me: Your fine Rae don't leave.
He smiles and I blush but put my face down.
Raegan: You know you really are cute.
I put my head up and smile.
Me: Why thank you but your cuter.
Raegan: Nooo I'm not!
Me: Yesss you are.
Raegan: Whatever but I don't think so.
Me: *giggles* Umm Rae?
Raegan: Yea Jay?
Me: Are you single?
Raegan: *laughs* Yes actually I am why?
Me: No reason *smiles*
Me and Rae talked for most of the day. It felt....nice. He was really sweet and he made me feel happy. I want to tell him about my mom and about getting bullied at school but what if he stopped talking to Me? I know he's trans to but I'm scared.
As we were still talking when my mom burst through the door.
Me: Yea Raegan I-
Me: Mom can you knock?
Mom: Sure next time but who are you talking to?
Me: Oh uhhh my friend
Mom: A girl? Do you have a girlfriend Justin?
Me: No mom I'm gay you know that and actually I'm talking to a boy Raegan.
Mom: Why don't you talk to a girl some time Jay?
Me: I don't know mom but this boy I'm talking to makes me happy unlike you sometimes mom.
Mom: You are not aloud to talk to boys especially this Raegan kid now!
Before I can speak again she takes my phone and hangs up on Raegan.
Me: Mom stop I want to talk to Raegan.
Mom: No! You will get your phone back tomorrow.
I got so mad all of a sudden.
Me: AHHH I'M LEAVING!
I run past her and get the money off the table and run to my car. I drive to Taco Bell andgo inside. I get my food and sit down. I just sit there and eat. I wanted to cry but I tried not to because I was in public. Why did my mom have to be like this? I was having a good time talking with Raegan but she had ruin that. I tried to stop thinking about it because I already wanted to ball my eyes out.
I finished eating and decided to just go to the park. I got there and just sat on the swings. No one was there. I swung back and forth with my head down. A tear fell from my eye. I couldn't hold it back anymore. I just started crying. I thought about how my mom treats me. How she doesn't want me to be happy. How she doesn't want me to talk to any boys. That won't stop me from talking to Raegan. I promise myself that I will not stop taking to Raegan because of my mom because he makes me happy! And I need some happiness in my life.
Before I knew it, it was getting dark. I drove home and went to the kitchen to make a sandwich. My mom was in the sitting room on her phone. Wait no, that was my phone.
Me: Mom what are you doing?
Mom: I blocked that kid Raegan from your contacts.
Me: MOM WHY? *starts crying*
I could just ask for his number again on Instagram how could she do that?
Mom: You need to talk to some girls Justin. Why don't you-
Me: No mom I'm not going to talk to girls. I am gay. Understand that. I like boys and there is nothing you can do about it. Raegan makes me happy okay! He cares about me and asks me how my day was unlike you my own mother. Why do you have to take my happiness away from me?
I start crying and run upstairs. I go in my room and lock the door. I lay on my bed until I eventually fall asleep from crying too much.
Sorry this chapter is sad. It will be better I promise. Please comment and vote 😊
●Samantha Sarno●
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